should I stay or should I go ? (Joey Armstrong x reader)

June 26, 2014 part 3

Sara's P.O.V
we had just ordered our food at a casual restaurant about 20 minutes from the Armstrong house and it wasn't to bad here.

as we were waiting I was talking to Joey about his new music with Emily's Army and where he was heading with it.

'um I think we're only putting out an ep with like 4 songs so plus we have Leeds soon so new music for the fans should be good'

'doesn't sound bad do you have like a bit of a theme your heading for' I replied releasing this isn't some Taylor Swift album.

'um no but we are thinking of naming it swim  I don't think we're gonna last with this label though'

'why not ?'

'they don't treat us right like dad is producing this new ep because he doesn't want shit faced people bossing is around' he started to raise his voice which frightened me a bit and won us a few eyes.

'joey calm down honey' Adrienne said after she looked at me and saw I was frightened.

it's not what he said it was more the fact that he was letting out anger out and he had so much anger in his eyes it was like looking at a bull about to charge at the red square-cut piece of fabric.

he noticed after Adrienne's comment and looked down at me and put his arm around my shoulders while rubbing his thumb on my outside shoulder.

'Sorry I didn't mean to raise my voice'

'no it's okay you needed to let it out, it's the best you could've done' I replied giving him a reassuring smile.

he smiled back as a waiter came over and gave us our food.

** time skip to getting home **

dinner consisted of us talking about the new music video that will be shot tomorrow.

when I got home I went straight to my room got in my PJs and went to go to bed but that's not happening anytime soon because I eyelids don't want to close.

I want to get out to have a glass of water but this is not my house.

after 5 minutes of sitting up in my bed with my eyes wide open, I heard a noise in the kitchen and thought this is my chance.

I quietly walked out of the bedroom and saw joey peacefully asleep in his bedroom.

well, it's not him.

I walk down the hallway and down the stairs to my left and I'm in the kitchen and I see Adrienne okay well it could be worse what Billie or Jakob do about my situation.

'Sara are you okay did I wake you I'm sorry'

'no just can't sleep'

'mmmm I can't either came down to get water and some chocolate, want some'

I giggled then replied with 'yeah sure why not'

she got out another glass and filled it up with cold water from the fridge and broke up all the chocolate into pieces and into a bowl.

'so what's on your mind'

'everything'

'do you want to talk about it'

'not really'

'that's okay I don't want to force it out just know I'm here okay'

'yep thank you'

'anytime' she has a smile that tells you everything is okay and you'll get better so I couldn't help it.

'I don't understand what gives her the right after all these years to go I don't want anything to do with you please leave goodbye like I'm her child what a bitch'

she looked at me waiting for more so I gave it.

'and that's not all joey wont to leave my head but I don't look at him and see a crush or me thinking I LIKE him like I don't feel like I have one of those crushes and I've only really had one before I know I'm only 15 but still'

she smiled 'I knew it'.

'knew what' I replied so confused.

'you like my son don't you'

'I don't know' I replied with a smile heat rushing up to my cheeks.

'omg you both like each other it's so obvious'

'he doesn't like me I mean look at me'

'no your beautiful and he sees that he talks about you all the time he literally begged for you to come over like we were gonna say yes if just asked the question normally but he BEGGED' wow she's more excited then I'll probably ever be.

'sorry I'll calm down'

'no it's okay' I said with a little giggle.

'okay now let's get you into your bed to sleep big day tomorrow'

'okay thank you for letting me ramble'

'no all good'

'goodnight Adrienne'

'goodnight Sara'

I walked upstairs and down the hallway and into my bedroom.

I quietly shut the door and turned on the light and did a little squeal and dance.

I don't know why but knowing he talks about me makes me feel so happy but all that can turn into embarrassment in 2 seconds when the person your jumping around about opens the door.

'are you okay'

'oh my god you scared the shit outta me' I shouted whispered with covering my heart with my hand.

'Sorry, what are you doing up'

'couldn't sleep but your mum was up speaking to her and had some water and chocolate and now I'm here reading to sleep'

'right okay, I can't sleep'

'do you wanna talk about it'

'not yet'

'okay'

'wanna watch a movie though' he asked pointing to the tv in front of the bed.

'mmm okay'

'Harry Potter'

'and the chamber of secrets'

'okay deal'

'yes I love this one'

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