Standing from a far
i see it happen all to fast
I stand up straight
and smile with the hidden pain
You've been my hero
my idol all along
Now its seems though
you have lost all sense of control
Here i remain
trying to keep the faith
Its begging to wear thin
almost like a piece of thread
Though i have to consider
that maybe its because i care too much
But considering you've been my inspiration
its difficult to imagine
Not ever having you
there when i need you most
I just honestly wish you could read this
maybe you'd get it afterall
That i still care
that someone still cares
It wont matter to you though,
cause you probably dont even have a clue