The English lyrics in this chapter are from utaprinosekai.wordpress.com, jpopasia.com, and terracannon876.wordpress.com. The song in this chapter, 'Identity' is actually Mamoru Miyano's song. Two of Tokiya's lines in this chapter were taken from Kuroko no Basket and Lovely Complex.
First of all, I know it has been a while since chapter 37 was published (is there anyone still waiting for this story? T_T). I apologize because I suffered from a major writer's block that made me frustrated the most. In fact, this is the most frustrating moment since I joined Utapri fandom as a fanfiction writer. Producing words for this chapter was so hard but I want to see this story ends no matter what because I already have the ending in my mind. So, I apologize if the writing for this chapter is stiff, full of errors or overall horrible (T_T) To be honest, I barely rechecked this chapter because my brain isn't so nice to me these days.
CHAPTER 38
All this time, he believed his wife with his whole heart. Due to his memory loss, he ended up like a newborn baby who had this unspoken and mysterious love towards his mother when it comes to Haruka. Despite his poor condition, he fell in love with her again and he was never surprised that it happened every time he lost his memory about her. Haruka was so amazing in his eyes that he thought, he did not deserve her. There was someone out there who could make her happy than him; a husband who was nothing but a millstone around her neck.
Yet, thanks to a certain encounter with Eiichi, Masato was struggling emotionally. He no longer could positively feel what he used to feel about his wife, Tokiya and...
Harumi.
And also the urge to snap at how despite coming back home too late from her meeting with Tokiya, she ended up receiving a call from him before she slept.
Not to mention, the topic itself was... suspicious.
"Yes, Masato is sleeping. What? No, don't worry about me. If we're really going to mention it, I am more worried about you, you know. It'll be way too risky for you, Tokiya."
They had a secret together. His wife and his friend.
His so-called twin and dear friend who used to snap at him about how much he loved Haruka and...
Ah, it made sense now, Masato thought.
After she was done with the conversation and carefully gave him a goodnight kiss, it was such a torture for the scion to continue pretending to sleep.
He felt his chest was hurt all night as his mind cruelly immersed itself in the thought of Haruka and Tokiya.
Haruka and Tokiya, together...
As for Haruka, she was oblivious of what her husband had gone through all night. During the next morning, her schedule was free so she spent her time at home, paying her fullest attention to Masato's welfare.
The massage around his legs did not manage to steal his interest despite it felt so good when Haruka pampered him like this. Instead, the blue eyes which hardly shone since the sudden encounter with Eiichi stared at the delighted face without a smile spread from his lips.
She was lovely like always but the words she blurted out were unpleasant for his ears.
"You know the new song that you said it should have more rock arrangement? Tokiya also thought so and as expected, he nailed it. He never admits it but I bet he always polishes his singing even when he's busy with his dramas and movies."
"I see," Masato replied slowly. It was not supposed to be an issue for him since Haruka worked as the said man's composer but...
Right now, it was downright suffocating and it took all for him not to lash out at his wife.
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