How should i feel?

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I woke up and realised josh wasn't next to me, i looked at the time and realised it was 5:00am and I would normally wake up in an hour and get ready for school.
I sat on his bed and adjusted my hair thinking josh might have already left for school but I didn't think he would leave me here.
I just sat there cold, in a ball and had all the possible blankets I could find thrown over me when I saw a notification on my phone.
It was my mom
Mom: hey honey I heard you stayed over at Carla Richards place, with her son. It's fine I just wanted to know If your okay and don't forget to get up and go to school.
I turned my phone off and tried to go back to sleep when I felt a person jump on top of me.
Josh: morning!
Y/n: um no not happening I'm going back to sleep.
Josh: no, you can't I made you breakfast... pancakes to be exact
Y/n: oh josh you didn't have t-
Josh: I did, for what happened yesterday this was what I want to do, you didn't deserve how nessa treated you yesterday... anyway let's go
Josh picked me up fireman style and took me down the stairs, I was sure he was gonna drop me.
Y/n: you do know I can walk
Josh: what was that? She doesn't like walking? Well looks like I'll have to carry her every where
He couldn't hold in his laughter.

After breakfast I went upstairs and got ready (the clothes I had in my bag from last night)

I wore this:

And did my hair like this:

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And did my hair like this:

And did my hair like this:

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And makeup like this:

And makeup like this:

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Time skip

I got to school and everyone was staring, I don't think it was how I looked but who I was with, josh: the cute, cool, fit, popular guy.
Crap, how did I manage this

Nessa was on the other side of the hall and shouted "slut" in my direction everyone stared at her.
I walked off to class to avoid her.
Nessa: well she can hardly walk look at her, she must have drugged josh or something her legs look broken, what did you guys get up to last night? And may I add STRAIGHT AFTER I BROKE UP WITH HIM
I stood behind a set of lockers to see what they were saying about me but no one could see me.
Josh: first of all nessa you know what happened last night, I took HER home and then I broke up with YOU because of how you treated her, me and y/n didn't get up to anything last night, except from sleeping.
Nessa: together in YOUR bed, look Olivia (Josh's sister) sent me this:

Nessa: together in YOUR bed, look Olivia (Josh's sister) sent me this:

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Imagine that's you and josh

Nessa: see!
Josh: what does that show, I slept in the same bed with a girl-
Nessa: THAT WASN'T ME!
Nessa: yes I think it shows that your-
I could tell josh had enough because he walked up to her and kissed her.
Josh: I love you okay she... y/n doesn't mean ANYTHING to me okay, she's just a girl, not even a friend, a... um... a... girl that goes to our school that I don't like, I could never have feelings for that! I swear nessa I love you!
My heart sank.
I mean nothing, so yesterday was nothing and this morning was nothing.
I have to get out of here
I headed for the exit
Nessa: aw baby that was the cutest thing ever! I love you too but *laughs* is she good?
She says whilst pointing at me.
I picked up the pace and walked faster
Nessa: Y/N you hear that?!
I had, had just enough of this girl I turned around, and walked towards her
Y/n: yeah I see, so there's fake people all around *looks directly into Josh's eyes*
But there's no one more fake then you nessa!
Nessa: oo everyone look out, this little girl has some words to say before running back to her mommy!
Everyone laughs
Y/n: I thought you were all better and would have realised that this girl is a backstabbing, lying, cheating, fake ass hoe. But shocker you haven't
Nessa: I would watch yourself if I was you! And just shut up!
Y/n: MAKE ME!
She grabs me and pins me up against a locker, I grab her keyring and pin her up against the wall. I click a button revealing the pocket knife and grab her phone, I hit her with my elbow right in the stomach and she falls to the ground. Josh runs up to her.
Josh: what the hell y/n!
I stand in the middle of the crowd and use her phone as a light to project my videos, I show everyone the video I managed to get of me in the bathroom at Dunkin and when she attacks me, I then explain why she always carries around her keys due to having a knife on her, which she threatened me with.
Everyone looks at her and gasps
I then show a video of her with Anthony making out.
Josh looks hurt, and the last video is of her making fun of the way josh chews gum.
I walk over to her and tower over her
Y/n: aww hun don't cry, you'll ruin your makeup, and no offence but behind that is a fake ass personality and I'm not down with seeing that
I do a little jump scare on her and of course she gets scared and screams, I smirk.
Josh runs out the building meanwhile all the boys are giving me "the look"
Not that I care.
I leave and try and find josh

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