Josh had been acting weird the whole shopping trip, going off into expensive stores. Me and the girls would sneak into Gucci and then meet the boys after I got Some hair dye as well so I could dye my hair later. I wanted it's dark brown but not as dark as Josh's hair.
Nessa: so y/n what are you gonna get josh? Y/n: I mean at the moment I don't really know, this boy has everything he could ever want. It was weird to be talking to nessa like this but it was kinda nice as well.
Me and nessa decided to make a TikTok.
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(Your at the front, with the hoodie and sweatpants. nessa is at the back with the jeans and long sleeve top)
Caption: w my new bestie 💛 @nessaabarrett
Comments: Avanii: alright then 🖤 | all my love 🖤
Joshrichards: getting on then? 🥴 | better then ever
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It felt great to be friends with her, like she never tried to kill me (shit!)
Me and Nessa were having a laugh when I felt something, I little drip. Fuck is it my period!? Y/n: I gotta find josh like now! Nessa: yo chill, what's up? Y/n: I Don't know I felt something, I think I'm bleeding. I tear fell down my cheek. Nessa: shit okay um toilets?
We rushed to the toilets, and sure, I was right... there was blood. I started to feel really faint. I got out of the stall and washed my hands. I felt sick. Sick to my stomach. Something... something wasn't right.
I ran up to nessa, she noticed I was upset and she gave me a pouty face and embraced me into a hug.
We went to go and find the others.
Josh: babe look what i found. He held up a little shirt sure enough it was a baby sized shirt, it said "my daddy said I could" "My mommy said I can't" Josh: isn't it cute, I'm buying it for the baby. Anthony: woah so there is a baby? Josh: yep and it's going to be the luckiest baby in the world. He grabbed my waist and lifted me up into a tight hug. Normally I would laugh and wrap my legs around him, but this time I didn't. Y/n: Josh stop. He continued to laugh with all his friends. His arms wrapped around me tightly. Y/n: I said stop! I used all my force and pushed myself away and out of his grip, I fell to the floor with a thump. Josh tried to grab my hand but i pulled it away from him. Everyone looked at me so confused. Josh: baby come on. What's wrong? I didn't say anything, instead I just let a tear fall I went to stand up and he had noticed something. Josh: baby what's that on your shorts? Why is there blood? Y/n: I... i... I let another tear fall. He went to pick me up into a carry but I pushed away. Y/n: get off! Josh: what? Nessa: y/n maybe you should come back with me. Josh manages to grab hold of me. My reflexes went crazy and I slapped him. Y/n: I'm... I'm... sorry I just... Josh: what the fuck y/n! Y/n: I said I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. Josh moved closer only an inch. I got scared I don't know why but I did. Josh: did you really think i was going to... he stopped talking he dropped his bag and looked at me deep in my eyes. Josh: are you scared of me? He inched closer again. This time I just flinched. Nessa grabbed my arm and pulled me away. Anthony: Josh what are you doing your obviously scaring her. Josh: why is my own girlfriend scared of me? Y/n: I'm not I'm just... I stopped talking I could see tears rolling down his face. I walked up to him and gave him a kiss on the cheek. Y/n: see... josh: but I... you got scared when I... you panicked. I didn't know what to say, he was right I was scared but I didn't know why. Y/n: I'm not scared I promise. All the sudden someone pulled me into what seemed to be a hug. I thought it must be a fan. The hug felt weird almost as if something was pinching me. The pain got worse and they had walked away. Josh looked at me. Avani screamed. Anthony gasped. Charli weeped. Nessa shouted. And I felt the pain growing stronger and stronger. I touched where it hurt. It was at my hip. The pain immense it grew stronger and stronger. I looked at my hand. It was my first instinct but I didn't know why. There was blood and lots of it. I looked at Josh and he looked back at me. He looked to be in more pain then me. But why. Avani screamed but louder this time. Everything was moving in slow motion. I heard 3 loud bangs ⚫️ ⚫️ ⚫️
The whole mall was full of screams the next second it all went black.
Gotta admit we need more tea in this so like this is good and not dry as fuck. Do I know where this is heading? NOPE 👎 good luck to me on making this good and not sad! love ya'll 💛
