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Boyfriend swap part 2

I woke up to Josh still cuddled on my chest but awake his phone.
Y/n: w-what time is it?
I said while yawning.
Josh: 11am
Y/n: shit I slept for that long.
Josh: wouldn't surprise me *laughing*
I go to get up but Josh pulls me back down.
Josh: please... cuddle?
I cuddle back to him and he gives me a kiss on the head.
Josh: I'm sorry about yesterday, you didn't have to do that.
Y/n: I wanted to.
Y/n: why were you upset yesterday though, I never found out.
Josh: i don't want to hurt you y/n.
I sat up and cupped his face looking deep into his mysterious eyes.
Y/n: if I don't find out from you I'll find out from someone else, I feel like your the only one who can keep me calm if anything happens.
Y/n: I'm sick of being lied to, please Josh tell me.
I said in a soft yet stern voice.
Josh: Nessa and Payton... they kissed.
Y/n: are you guys dating?
Josh: no, are you and Payton?
Y/n: almost but no.
I looked deeper into his eyes.
Josh: your so beautiful.
Y/n: I- I'm sorry josh.
I said while tearing up.
I let a tear slip from my eyes.
He whipped it away.
Josh: you have nothing to be sorry for.
I leaned in and so did he.
He gave me a kiss but I soon broke it.
Hand on his chest and leaning my forehead on his, our noses touching.
Josh: I- i... I fell in love with you and I can't shake off that feeling. I've done some crap in my life but getting rid of you was the worst.
Y/n: I wanna- Josh I do love you, I really do. I just can't do whatever this would be. I'm sorry.
I got up and went upstairs to find Ant.
Anthony: oh look my girlfriends finally bac- bubs what's wrong?
Y/n: I- I love josh.
Anthony: and that's a bad thing because?
Y/n: i don't wanna get hurt.
The door slightly opened.
Josh: y/n. I- I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that, I shouldn't have made a move.
Anthony: you kissed her?!
Y/n: yes but Ant I leaned in.
Y/n: i wanted to.
Josh: come here.
He said, pulling me into a bear hug.
Josh: no matter your decision I will always love you.
Y/n: I'm sorry I can't.
I started crying and walked out into the room Raeyn was in.

Payton: hey, what's up bb.
Y/n: I just wanna be on my own for a bit.
Payton: bb?
Y/n: charli!!! Can you come and help me.
Charli: what's up?
Payton: do you want me to go?
Y/n: charli I don't know what to changed Raeyn into.
Charli: go with a colour scheme.
Y/n: what?
Charli: what colour is Josh wearing today?
Y/n: no idea. Josh?! Josh what are you wearing today?
Josh: I don't know maybe a blue jersey or something.
Charli: so you and Raeyn both need to wear blue.

Me:

Josh: