Ups and downs

I need more

Leo was talking something to me but I couldn't hear him even though he was right beside my ear.The drug hitted harder than I expected.I really was in wonderland.It felt amazing.We walked down the street,holding hands.Every now and then one of us was falling on the ground and the other one was laughing like crazy and the helping the fallen one to get up on their feet.We were laughing,running,jumping.We felt like a 5 year old kid who just ate a whole chocolate.As we were walking,well trying to walk we reached a park.We layed down on the grass,looking up at the stars.For us there weren't only the stars.We saw rainbows,suns,a lot of moons and some people we never saw before walking around the sky.It was super cool.Then we looked at each other.I got up from the grass and I sat on Leo's lap,he sat up and hugged me.It was already past midnight.We stayed there.Without a word,without moving.Some time has passed and we were coming to our senses.We got up slowly.I had a bad headache.Leo said it was normal.He took my hand and we started walking towards my house.
Leo:
Did you like it?
Hara:
Hm?
Leo:
Did you like seeing him again?
Hara:
Yes.And I want to see him again and again.
Leo smiled and said:
We can do it again some time.
Hara:
Yes we can.
Leo:
But the next time you are going to buy it yourself.
I looked at him and asked:
How much is it?
Leo:
Hm about 40 bucks.
Hara:
For that little thing?No way!
Leo smiled:
But that little thing is the reason you saw your father again Hara.
Hara:
Yeah...
We arrived in front of my house.
Leo:
You live here?
Hara:
Yeah
Leo:
I'll come visit tomorrow.
Hara:
I'll wait.
I smiled and looked at him and he looked at me.He took a strand of my hair and put it behind my ear.He caressed my cheek with his thumb and whispered:
You are beautiful Hara.
I smiled and before I could answer him I felt his lips on mine.I did not expect that.Without even thinking I kissed him back.The kiss was soft but still full of passion.He stopped,smiled and whispered:
Thank you.
I smiled back,turned around and went inside my house and quietly walked up to my room so I wouldn't wake up mom.I changed into my pajamas and went to sleep.
The next morning I woke up with the worst headache ever.I slowly got up and walked to my bathroom.I washed my face and teeth and went downstairs.I saw my mom dressed up with some suitcases.
Hara:
Mom?What's going on?
Mom:
Oh goodmorning baby.Nothing I'm just going on a business trip.
Hara:
Oh for how long?
Mom:
Well one month darling.
I widened my eyes:
One month?!
Mom:
Yes sweety.I've left you some money on the kitchen table so you will be good.I have to go now because I'll miss my flight.Bye sweety.
Hara:
Bye mom.
I went to my room again and I decided to take a shower because I was feeling like shit.After the shower I wore that:

It was weekend so I wanted something comfortable.I decided to read a book.I layed on my bed but I couldn't concentrate.I started hearing this voice.This voice was telling me to get him more.He wanted more.I wanted more.I got up from my bed and started walking from the one side of my room to the other then I sat on the floor.The voice was louder.Almost like someone was screaming next to my ear.I held my head with my hands and tears started coming out of my eyes.I heard a knock.I looked at the window and saw Leo.He was on my roof knocking on my window.I got up and opened the window.The moment his feet touched the floor I asked him:
Give me!
Leo:
What?
Hara:
I know you have some.Give me!
Leo:
Wow chill I don't have anything.
Hara:
Leo I need it!
I walked closer to him,gripped his shirt and yelled:
Leo please make it stop!Give it to me please!
He looked a bit scared.
Leo:
Hara calm down I really don't have anything.
Hara:
Then get me some damn it!
Leo:
Okay okay!
Hara:
Faster I need more!
Leo walked over the window and climbed out.
Leo:
Can I bring Rocky over?He has it.
Hara:
Shit!Go!Bring whoever you want just quick!
Leo nodded and jumped off.My Window was really close to the ground.
To be continued...