"'c'mon sums, we're going home." she yelled from outside
god, way to ruin a moment. maybe it was the universes way of telling me that i didn't deserve a moment like this and i'm never going to find a true love.
"okay." i yelled back
"did you like it?"
"the kiss or the song? both were amazing."
"huh?" he asked, then i realized i was standing this whole entire time and i spaced out
oh no, was that an illusion. did i kiss him in my head but it didn't actually happen
"shit sorry, i spaced out." i said
"aww, were you thinking about me kissing you?" he tilted his head and smirked
"u-uh n-no, gotta go!" i said and quickly left his room. i am never talking to him again, i don't care how hot he is i am never talking to him again.
my moms makeup was smeared, oh my god.
"jesus mom, i'm gone for 30 minutes and you look like you gave someone head." i said scrunching my face at her.
"watch that tone young lady, us adults also like to get our freak on too." she shot back, i shivered at the thought of my mother giving dwayne hea-
"stacy your leaving already?" dwayne said opening the front door for us.
"yeah, but i can stay a little bit longer. baby do you wanna stay for a little bit or go home."
"home." i said
"oh but it's dark out, i don't want her walking home alone."
classic, my mother leaving me by myself for another man. what's new.
"i-it's fine, i can walk ho-"
"i can escort her." jahseh said coming down the stairs, no no no no no.
"oh what a gentleman, thank you jahseh." my mother said and he smiled.
"you're welcome ms. walker"
mom and dwayne rushed up the stairs and went back to whatever the hell they were doing.
i saw him put on his black air force 1's, i just stood there waiting.
then we walked back, we were walking slowly but at the same pace.
i took out a cigarette from my pocket and lit it up with my small lighter, before i could put the cancer stick to my lips it was rudely snatched in a swift move.
"h-hey!"
"this shit can kill you, i can't lose you too early." he put the cig on the ground and stepped on it. the hell was this nigga trying to say? although it was sweet.
"jahseh, we literally just met. what the actual hell are you saying?"
"we have more in common than you think, summer."
"no we don't, there's a lot you don't know about me." i said
"well, there's a lot you don't about me either." he said stopping in front of me.
we were near my driveway.
we were now facing each other. could i say he was intimidating? definitely.
was i catching more feelings? definitely.
i snapped out of my thoughts, "goodnight jahseh."
"night, walker."
how the fuck does he know my last name?
i walked passed him and quickly entered my household.
what a day.
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