Johanna
It was always Johanna.
Johanna didnt feel right...johanna didn't sound right.
I wasn't johanna, I knew I wasn't.
John however, john felt right, john felt like me.
In public I was john, with my friends i was john.
At home, i was still johanna.
It was like i was living a lie.
Lying to your family never feels good. Especially when you're lying about your whole identity.
I dont want to think about that right now.
