i had begun college the winter you came back.
i remember seeing you again,
i was riding my bike through the snow.
you saw me and went to wave-
but when you saw my boyfriend standing on the back of my bike
riding with me,
you turned around and walked inside.
you saw us sat in the back the next day.
the snow was piled up so high me and him had to lay out his scarf to sit down.
we were making a snow village
and i caught sight of you but you ran away.
when i got back to my house i saw you sat on my door step.
you stood up and scowled at me,
and even when i flinched you didnt stop.
you shouted at me.
you said that i was doing 'our' things with someone else
i dont know what came over me
but i stepped forward closer to you
and even though i was shorter you flinched too.
this time it was me shouting at you.
i called you a hipocrite.
when you asked why,
i recalled all of those winters ago,
when you took that girl around our small town,
doing 'our' things with someone else.
you didnt say anything after that,
so i pushed past you and slammed the door.
that winter was one of my least favourites.
