My innermost thought & feelings

Untitled Part 13

unknown id almost feel with you

for the first time in a long time

i was excited for someone 

i felt things

i felt the jealousy 

i felt the insecurity 

i felt the fear

yet i felt the giddiness

i felt the thump of my heart at the mention of your name and i felt

alive

you were beautifully unbeautiful

like a shard of glass that holds blood 

or the thorns of a rose

and just like those i wanted to hurt myself with you

i wanted to start something gorgeously damaging

what is more euphoric that two broken people

or opposites that are still two different sides of the same coin

i wanted you and you wanted me

but you changed you brought this darkness with you and you began 

to hate me like i did something wrong

i dont know how to say this but 

I LIKE U 

- S