2 yrs since the day at the park and now you are familiar with everything about him his pain, his weaknesses, the fact he cherishes his daughter and loves her unconditionally, yes he has a daughter no and no it's not mine, I've made sure not to let him in because he was still with her when he began with me, most may judge at the fact I am the other woman especially at the fact she was pregnant at the time but no matter how hard I tried I couldn't escape him weak I know but the first 5 months were lust fueled and powerful until I stopped it but he kept coming back so I now keep him as my bestfriend.
Why because i am selfish and i want to be his first priority not his second one. We are amazing friends until he always bring up love.
" oh you would never hurt me you love me."
" no I dont."
" yes you do, you love me."
" no i DONT, you love me."
And just like that the childish argument we have been having for three months began and both of us are far too stubborn to admit it.
I feel like just saying it to see your reaction but then again my pride is more important than that. Selfish I know but that's me now no longer that little tomboy u had as a bestfriend but rather a selfish narcissistic overly intelligent cruel and heartless thing that we do not label all tho I call u a friend we both know we are far to close to that and our connection is far more deeper
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My innermost thought & feelings
PoesiaThese are my ideas/ feelings of and towards life and love. Beware tho will get dark and depressing will also show a bit of my feelings deep inside so yeah it's gonna get personal. Just know I love y'all and have fun reading.
