Toujours ma ptite vie mais en anglais aujourd'hui.
Hey, i need you to be a 100% honest with me , okay ?
Are you happy with him ?
I'm not saying « are you comfortable with him? » , i'm saying are you happy with him ?
Are you in love with him ?
Or are you in love with the idea of being with him ?
Are you in love with the idea of knowing where you are ?
Are you in love with the feeling of knowing him ?
Think, just think for a minute.
Is it love ? Or is it the love you think you deserve ?
Because i can tell you one thing for sure, you deserve better.
And i know it might sound cheezy.
And i know you might think i'm saying this for myself.
But the truth is, i'm not.
Because i thought at first that i was doing this for me too.
But i realised that i wasn't.
When i see you i don't see happiness.
I see acceptance.
And it might look okay, and you might think YOU are okay with it.
But you're not.
And being with someone just for the « comfort zone » isn't okay either.
Because sometime people are dating wrong people just because they think they deserve it. Like they're not worthy of a good and healthy relationship.
You deserve to be with someone you truly love , and maybe it's not me and it's probably not but damn it i don't care about that right now.
The only thing i care about is you being happy , and right now you're not i'm sorry.
And you may think all of this is totally inappropriate for me to say.
But it's the damn truth.
I want to see you smile and laugh like your life was made of unicorns and rainbows.
And yes it is cheezy.
But you deserve cheezy, you deserve even more than that.
You deserve to be looked like you were made of gold every fucking single day.
You deserve to be talk to like you meant everything.
You deserve to be cherished like the last petal of a rose.
You deserve all of that and even more.
You deserve to be loved.
