Fear kills more dreams more than failure ever will.
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Shoot
I thought when everything starts to feel fine, it's when everything startsq to feel so wrong.
Or it's just me and my fear about to lose something while making choices and setting my own limits how far our love could endure a situation.
"You okay?"
"Yeah, sure.." I flashed him a smile before lifting my glass of water.
I tried to distract myself and listen to Kai but it's just.. the thought of his hyung still bugs me or maybe I was just being paranoid.
"Let's watch movie after this.."
"Yep. We should."
It should mean nothing and I should really stop over thinking. I should focus all my attention to Kai because this will be my last day in Seoul or rather we'd be spending together before my solo debut and his group comeback. It'll be a lot more difficult to find time and meet our free schedule.
It's too risky.
"Hmm. What movie should we watch? Marvel movies sounds cool. Highly recommended by my hyungs."
"You're kidding me right?"
That quiet earn a shrug which I start to doubt his taste of movies.
Bokyung Oppa:
You're not answering my call and I've been trying to reach you since this morning. Anyway, please ignore all the messages esp Mr. Yang's request to speak with you. The pinks could handle this. We will be discussing this later after the filming is done. Be ready by 8 tomorrow and stay focus.
I frowned as soon I read Bokyung oppa's message. I don't know or maybe it's just me.
Could something go wrong while things were all starting doing fine? I hope not.
But I can definitely sense something is up and even if I don't want it, it's starting to bother me. Without even thinking, I click Mr. Yang's message ignoring Bokyung oppa's warning.
With my growing nervous and anxiety kicking, I'm definitely expecting for the worse. So much for having too much fun the whole day with Kai only in exhange for some bad news I have no idea what it is.. or I already did but I'm just too scared to realize it.
Not now please.. just, really not now.
"What's wrong?"
I heaved a deep breath and finally open my eyes to see Mr. Yang's message.
YHS Sajangnim:
I expect smooth zero inconvenience before the concert. Finish the filming as soon as possible and we will have a last minute talk for your solo and with your members.
"You look exhausted. Is everything okay?" Kai softly held my shoulder and as soon as I lift my face, his eyes greeted me with worry.
"I might leave any hour. I got something to finish.." I sighed and decided it's time to leave. "I'm heading back to the YG building and see what's going.."
"But it's already late. Can't that wait tomorrow?" He followed me to his room where he find me fixing my things. "Atleast stay for the night and we'll leave at dawn.."
"Kai.." I tool a sharp inhale before facing him exhaustedly. "I got a lot of things to do. I'm sorry.. I.. I really can't stay for another night. My flight got move earlier than expected.."
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Love To The Limits (Wattys2019)
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