DARKEN MEMORIES

WHO AM I

I feel the wounds cutting me deeper into my chest
'O,'' How the wounds stung and they gave a lasting sting
But I kept on singing for peace and freedom...
as my poor heart bled...
I have seen so many lose their heads,
yes, I have seen the eyes of the dead!
"Why," are you doing this to me?"

I clenched to your cloth in this darkness,
While all my tears had fallen for years
while Dark Angel stood near,
trying to bring on the fears...
But I no longer have fear in me to give.

But the pain I feel throbbing through my veins
it burns, with acid pains running throw me
then it gets cold like ice,
But what I do know is he is nothing of niceness.
all Dark Angel know is darkness-
and he loves to play on my weaknesses.

But I still cry out to God Jehovah so loudly
asking Him to forgive you for all you have done to me...
because I don't want my spirit like yours.
I know I keep struggling, but that just lets me know I'm free
I refuse to let you fully break me,
You may have broken my wings, but never my faith.

My eyes have seen many things this darkness
where the hearts are harden...by all your lies
that makes me always cry.
my ears heard the cries of those you have taken you have forsaken...at times my tears had blurred my eyes-
but my soul felt the pains of the agony you bring.

"O", I feel more pains,
but I will dance in the rain,
I won't let you bring me insane...
I know I lived a life with so many struggles
I have a darken past that I will never run from
because that is what made me who I am today
A strong woman of Faith.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery