I SHOULD'VE FOUGHT

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I should've fought it
but I didn't
I should have not put up a wall
between us but I did
I have no regrets for what I did
at one time it was you that I had missed,

I was holding on to your lies
that made me cry day and night
when it comes to you I see no light
I gave in to the fire of deep desires
I know I should've fought it
at least I'm being honest about it,

At that time I was truly needing you
it was like a spell of some kind
that was making me lose my mind
But now I'm starting to feel the failure
of the burn of what you call Love,

I know that I failed when it comes to you
your love is something of confuse
I should've run and kept you away
Because you don't want the light of love
you just want to give more pain
that brings on the rain,

I need to be the one who let what we had to go
but living in a city of sleepless people is getting old
Life overhear is getting too cold
the limits of love won't go too far outside the lines
when it comes to you and me
we are starting to act like we are out of our minds,

Chasing night dreams that makes my soul scream
Putting so many doubts
in my head almost as if I was like being dead
with no feelings but true coldness
I just keep running around praying for this pain to end
You are so much in my head
You are always waiting, hides behind darken dreams, Why Do You Do This To Me? 

-Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

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