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ellie (twitter)

ellierywilson tweeted: hey guys. lately i've been seeing a lot of comments almost "pressuring" me and shawn to have another baby. what we went through with sebastien was very traumatic and life changing, thinking about having another baby after something like that is very tough. it's constantly lingering in the back of my mind like "what if i get pregnant and we lose the baby again" or "what if i can't give shawn what he wants more than anything". me and shawn are still young, we still have a lot of time to have a family. it warms my heart to know that you guys would love for us to have another baby, but emotionally and mentally i'm still not ready for that. i'm slowly working on becoming stronger because i do want the chance to be a mommy again and i do want shawn to experience being a dad but it isn't easy after losing a baby. we love you guys so so much and thank you for the support, but bare with us. ❤️