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peyton

[20 march 2021]

peyton.rose

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peyton.rose: When I was 14, I had a boyfriend. He was a guy I knew from my neighborhood and Ellie had actually introduced us. Eventually, we fell in love and I thought he'd be the person I would marry. The night of my 16th birthday I caught him sleeping with one of my best friends. He gave me the typical "it's not what it looks like" "don't leave, let's talk about this" "i promise she meant nothing, we were drunk". I broke up with him that night and never saw him again. I spent the next 3 months crying myself to sleep every night and wondering why he did that to me when he claimed he loved me. I thought I was worthless, that I didn't deserve to be loved. He made me feel like that. I didn't think I could ever fall in love again and then I met Cameron. Every moment since the day we started dating, he has always made me feel like I'm enough. He tells me I'm beautiful 30 times a day, he makes me breakfast in bed, he loves my best friends as much as I do, he treats me like a princess. When he proposed, he told me that he knew I'd be the one to take his last name since the moment he met me. The first time we hung out, he told his mom he would marry me one day. We're 5 months away from our wedding. I think back to 16 year old me, heartbroken on her birthday wondering if she'd ever have the kind of love she read about in her favorite books. To 16 year old peyton: you have it baby girl, and it's better than you could've ever imagined. You're marrying him soon. And to the girls out there who were like me: I know it hurts right now and you feel miserable and it feels impossible, but one day you'll have the love you spent every night dreaming about. One day you'll be 5 months away from your wedding and know that it was all worth it to get to that moment.
And to Cameron. Thank you for taking care of me and loving me. I still get butterflies every time you look at me. I love you, and I'm counting down the days until I have your last name.

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babyelwilson: this is everything 😭😭😭

camerondallas: my favorite picture of us. baby i love you so much. more than words could ever explain. you are my everything, and there is no me without you. can't wait to see you in that wedding dress ❤️💍

shawnmendes: yeah i'm crying LOL

mendesfan: this is so good 😭

kyliejenner: peyton never types in caps, that's how you know she's really feeling it

peytonisagoddess: the wedding pics are gonna hit so hard 😍😍

daddyjojo: you're getting married in 5 months 😭

jackgilinsky: he loves you so much peyton. never stops talking about you
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justinbieber: when he bought your ring, he spent 4 hours looking at it asking everyone if they thought he was picking the right one 🥲

aaliyahmende.s: love you guys 😭 can't wait to watch you get married ❤️
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haileybieber: 152 days. yeah i'm counting 😎

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