𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐕𝐄 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐃 ❥︎ djs [✓]

❁︎ 𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 8 ❁︎

WARNING: There will be a slight mention of starving yourself.

Daniel's pov

"Stop pacing around, you're making me nervous!" Jack lightly yelled and pulled me down on the seat beside him.

"I'm sorry! I'm just- ugh! I can't explain it! I have been waiting for the moment to meet her again, the minute she walked out of my life! I've been dreaming about it! I would meet her again, catch up, talk everything out, hang out all together and maybe start all over again!" I yelled frustrated. I had thought about it so many times, like at least once a day. And these couple of days haven't been like I planned out. Like at all.

"Daniel-"

"No Jack, shall we go through these 4 days?" I asked, not that I was gonna wait for an answer. "Wednesday, we found Raven. Not Mia, but Raven. At that point it was only a question if Mia still existed. We like literally saw her for the first time again, but the cops were called on her and her friend. And as soon as I recoginzed her and called out her name, she ran away. We haven't seen her all day or the next day, until friday. Friday night, on the party, we saw her, but she was avoiding me after I found her again. She then became completley drunk and we had to take her home like she was a little kid. Next day she was trying to get away and walk out of our lives, out of my life, again. And when we got her to stay for a little while, things went terribly wrong and we ended up here. In the hospital, hoping that everything will be okey and afraid that we have to leave to the next city before she wakes up." I broke down at that point.

"Daniel, it will be okey." Jack comforted me.

"I'm so afraid that I don't get to say goodbye to her. It was so hard without her these past 2 years. What if it will become more now? What if I will be the one who will walk out of her life? What if I have to act like these days never have happened and go on with our lives? I can't do that, man. I really can't." My sobs were quiet and slow.

Jack was sitting next to me, not knowing what to do or say.

Corbyn and Jonah were asking the nurses and doctors every 5 minutes how she is doing, when we get news about her or when we can see her. They all won't give us answer and it wouldn't surprise me if they are annoyed as hell because of us.

And Zach? He was sitting against the room wall, having his head down in his arms. He was quiet the whole time. He literally hadn't made a sound since we got here. And it's already night right now. It was hard seeing him like this as he basically saw Mia as his little sister.

"They won't tell us anything, again." Corbyn groaned and sat down next to me as Jonah went over to Zach to check up on him.

"They didn't tell you anything the first few times, why would they now? You're trying for like 7 hours straight man." Jack commented.

"Trying won't hurt anyone." Corbyn said and sighed. "We seriously gotta eat tho." He stood up.

"I'll go with you." Jack sighed. "Are you gonna be okey?" I sighed, but nodded. He smiled a little at me and then they walked away.

I decided to go sit down next to Zach, helping Jonah a little. We just sat there and waited for any news or the boys. I saw a doctor watching us, one of the dotcors Jonah and Corbyn kept on bothring during his work for questions. Every 5 minutes the same tho, with every time the same answers. He looked on his watch and fast walked away as Jonah noticed him and Corbyn and Jack came walking back. Probably afraid that we would go to him again. Corbyn placed himself next to me and Jack on the other side next to Jonah. We slowly ate our food and kinda forced Zach to do too. He wouldn't eat much, but it was good enough for now.

~ Hours later ~

I don't know for how long we've been here, but it was past midnight. Some doctors had left Mias' room. We couldn't tell the news from their face expressions. It was like they all had a pokerface on. Half of the doctors and nurses have avoided us for the time of us being here.

I noticed one doctor walking out and looking around. He noticed us and came walking over to us. I patted Corbyn on the shoulder and got up.

"Are you Daniel Seavey, Corbyn Besson, Zach Herron, Jonah Marais and Jack Avery?" The doctor asked us. I nodded nervous as this was the moment we had waited for. He would finally tell us Mias' condition. "So we did some check up on Mia Raven Taylor and she has lost lots of blood. She's lucky she is doing this good even though her health is very bad as she misses a lot of energy and fuel. She'll maybe even wake up in the morning." We all sighed out relieved.

But why does she miss fuel? Because she hadn't really ate that good in the morning?

"So everything will be okey?" I asked.

"Yes it will, but it will probably take some time since Mias' slight depression and eating disorder." I shocked and shook my head a little.

"Excuse me, did you just say 'eating disorder'?"

"Yes that's right, it's very serious at the time now. You were aware of that I hope." We all shook our heads in confusion. "Oh my, well we wrote some recommendations for you which can really help her. I will give the file to you and we also would like to do some eating excersices with her as soon as she wakes up. You can now go see her if you want to." He smiled lightly and I slightly nodded. He walked off and me an the boys slowly got into the room.

Mia was laying on the bed, in the middle of the room. She was still pale, but less than this morning. Her breathing normal again, just like her heartbeat. Just now I recognized that she lost a lot of weight. I just thought she ate better or did some sports, but she was starving herself. Like really starving. But how can you get so drunk then when you don't eat anything? I mean....how? Do her other friends know about this? Does her family know? Does she even know it is this badly? I sighed and took a seat on the chair next to her chair.

"Why Mia? Why did you do this all to yourself? Why?" I grabbed a hold of her hand and just watched her. I still wasn't used to her new hair. The blue highlights in it. It was pretty, but I always loved her brown dark hair. Just as her eyes, smile, clothing style, kisses, personality, her way of acting, hugs, soft laugh.....

everything.

Literally, everything.