Thru It All

Chapter 15

CHANEL

Shano opened his eyes slightly and put on a weak smile before closing his eyes again. "I guess he got me huh.." he said weakily, he still struggled to talk and he still sounded hoarse.

"Nah nobody can get you nigga" Cairo said smiling back weakily. I could tell this moment was hard for him, as much as he walked around being tough all the time it was nice seeing he had a different side to him I hadn't seen.

"Did you at least get em back for me?"

"You know I did..it's me you talking to bruh"

"Good..I couldve got him though..."

Then there was silence. I felt invisible sitting there but this moment was so valuable to me I'd rather not even talk. There was still some tension in the air and I knew Cairo felt it too, he looked at me clearing his throat before looking back at Shano.

"Shano I never got to thank you for stickin by me through all my bullshit..we been through some crazy situations and you never folded you closer than blood G" Shano gave a small smile in return, keeping his eyes shut. "I guess I'm just tryna say you family..and I ain't never really have nobody looking out for me the way you do..and..." Cairo's voice got shakey and he took a deep breath. I placed my hand on his back rubbing him, I didn't know what else to do.

" Shano ion wanna be selfish... Especially with you so I won't be mad at you if you decide to let go ight..I know you gone have my back regardless..." Cairo sat there looking defeated, but if anything this all made him stronger. We both came from fucked up passes but his was much worse. I wanted, no needed to be here for him through everything he was going through. I felt like a magnet towards him and after this moment he shared with me I could tell he had let his walls down just enough for me to climb over and see who he really is.

"Got you bra" Shano said laying back, the room went silent again and we all sat there quietly listening to the machines beep. The doctor came back in checking on us all, they'd decided to go through with inducing the Coma so I was glad we had gotten the chance to hear him speak to us. We both hugged him standing by watching the doctor prepare everything, but as if on cue Shano had already let go and the machine flatlined. Nurses rushed in to try and save us but Cairo stopped them all.

"Let him rest up he good" Cairo said looking at me. The doctor looked confused but they followed the orders. Cairo led me out to the car not saying a word.

The whole car ride was silent but comfortable. Words didn't need to be spoken because our minds were connected on the same level. Cairo didn't even seem angry, he'd killed the man he was after and although he lost the closest person to him things could finally go back to somewhat normal around the city.

We reached the house going upstairs, Cairo turned the shower on and began stripping from his bloody clothes, I decided to do the same.

"Come here I'm proud of you" he said opening his arms up to me. I followed the urge to run into them and hug him, we stood there for a while holding each other before I looked at him.

"I'm proud of you Cairo.." I said looking up at him staring into his eyes. He just stared back not saying a word. It felt like we could stand there forever with each other, tonight felt like a dream I wasn't sure reality had even kicked in for neither of us yet.

I leaned in on my tippy toes giving him a quick kiss before pulling away and grabbing some night clothes. "Nah come join me you don't gotta go in the other bathroom" he said grabbing my arm and pulling me back. I smirked dropping my clothes letting him lead the way. We both stripped from our remaining clothes stepping in to the mist and closing the door back. I don't know what had gotten into me but I wanted him.

We stood there staring at each other before he grabbed my neck backing me against the wall, kissing me full on. I bit his bottom lip hopping up on his waist tracing my tongue against his jawline. His hands roamed everywhere on me and I couldn't tell tell you how good it felt. He kissed my lips one more time before kissing down to my breast and taking one into his mouth. I bit my lip caressing his head watching him, I could already feel myself getting more and more turned on.

It was strange seeing as though his best friend had just died not even an hour ago and here we were doing this. I guess some people grieved in different ways and right now this was the best distraction for both of us.

He let me down facing me towards the wall grabbing a fist full of my hair. I felt his other hand roaming down my back before he stopped on the small pressed down causing me to arch.

"Don't move" he mumbled tightening his grip on on my hair. I felt andious waiting on him, I was so focused on the foreplay part I ain't look down to see what he was workin with outside the boxers.

I stayed put until I felt him slowly entering me, my legs began to go numb for a minute then weak the next as I let a soft moan out. He grabbed my leg holding it up sliding all the way in, I heard him take a deep breath before he began rearranging my insides. I shut my eyes tight clinging to the towel rack and the more he sped up the more i felt like my legs were about to give out. Ever felt a nigga so deep you couldn't even moan? Dick in ya throat and stomach? That was me right now. I arched my back as much as I could rolling my eyes in the back of my head.

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It felt like forever being that shower that him. I'd been in positions I never even heard of, and bent in ways I didn't even know I could bend into.

I wobbled out of the shower hearing him laugh behind me, this nigga had fucked me up and now wanted to laugh at me being disabled.

"Its not funny" I shot back at him grabbing my towel and drying off. He stepped out and dried off going into the room and leaving me there to face myself in the mirror. Today had been one hell of a day and all I wanted to do was sleep it off. I slipped on my shirt and walked in the room to Cairo who was already asleep.

I rolled my eyes turning the lights off and joining him. I just hoped what we did wasn't a mistake he's make me regret later on.

(Keep in mind people grieve differently..💖Love yall)