A few weeks have passed and Jack has been hopelessly struggling with his old habits...
Jack's P.O.V
I parted ways with (Y/N) after another fruitful date. I felt absolutely refreshed after spending time with my angel.
I entered my house and locked the door behind me. After I sat down on the couch and turned on the TV, I felt empty.
When I was with her, I felt fulfilled, loved...
But as soon as I was alone...I just felt empty, useless...
I hate this feeling.
I sighed deeply as I ran my hand through my hair before glancing at the basement door. I shook my head and smacked my face with both hands.
No...I can't continue living like this! I have to stop!
I stood up abruptly and started pacing back and forth. My eyes wandered towards the basement door once again and I took a few steps towards it before stopping.
I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. As I took it out, I noticed (Y/N's) name visible on the locksreen.
I unlocked my phone and looked at the homescreen for a few seconds. It was a selfie I took with my precious princess. I smiled softly before opening up (Y/N's) message:
From: My precious princess 💜👑
I just got home and I had a blast today as usual! Thank you for everything and have a nice evening, love you! 💜💚💜💚💜
I chuckled softly noticing the Joker colour scheme the hearts represented. A large grin appeared on my face as I replied:
To: My precious princess 💜👑
Glad you got home safe and that you had fun! Have a good evening and a peaceful night, love you more! 💚💜💚💜💚
After muting my phone, I put it back into my pocket. The grin still lingering on my face. My gaze wandered towards the door to the basement that I was standing in front of.
A sigh escaped my lips once again.
"Sorry (Y/N)...I can't help myself..." I muttered to myself as I turned the doorknob and headed down the steep stairs...
As I reached the end of the stairs I opened a door on my right hand side. It lead to a bathroom where I kept my clown makeup and and green coloured hair spray. I swiftly put the makeup on before colouring my hair with the spray.
My hair wasn't coloured very neatly but that didn't matter. I got undressed and put on my iconic Joker outfit that was hanging on a clothes hanger next to the sink.
I couldn't change completely after all...
The reflection in the mirror was a part of me that resisted to leave...
I smiled wickedly before letting out a hearty laugh.
"Now it's time to have some fun..." I stated before licking my lips...
● WARNING: descriptions of torture ahead(skip this part if you're uncomfortable with reading such things, I'll use a bold font to notify you where it ends and it's safe to read again) ●
I exited the bathroom and entered a room on the left hand side of the stairs.
"Honey I'm home!~" I cooed as I looked down at the female chained to the wall.
She was covered in dried up blood and was shaking visibly. My eyes wondered towards a plate of uneaten food.
"Tsk tsk tsk...you know you have to eat to stay strong don't you." I tipped my head to the side as I walked towards the girl. She backed up.
I kicked the plate to the side as it shattered into a million pieces. The girl flinched.
"If you aren't hungry for food then you must be hungry for some punishment! Am I right?" I asked as I took out my knife.
She shook her head to the sides in denial.
"That's too bad then...I thought I'd have some fun..." I said as I turned my back on her. The female sighed in relief, thinking that I'll leave her alone.
I suddenly turned around and threw my knife at her. It stabbed her in the arm. She screamed out in pain, but her voice sounded dry. "Surprise! You should've seen your face! Didn't expect that did you?" I bellowed as I started laughing hysterically.
"And I thought we got over your screaming phase doll, remember..." I knocked on the nearby wall as I said those words. "...these walls are soundproof, no ones gonna hear your screams." I added after a second.
The knife was sticking out of her arm as blood was gushing out, onto the cement floor. A single lightbulb was hanging from the ceiling. It wasn't a large room. Both the walls and floor were made out of cement. There was a filthy old mattress in the corner, the shattered plate to the side and a plastic water bottle next to the sharp pieces.
I walked up to her and yanked the knife out of her arm as she hissed in pain. Silent tears falling down her face. "Why so serious? How about we put a smile on that face hmm?" I smiled widely as I brought the knife up to her face.
"P-please d-don't..." The girl mumbled hoarsely as she tried to push me away with her cuffed hands. I frowned and forcefully grabbed her face.
My blade slowly cut her skin as she sobbed, trying to claw onto my hands but she was too weak. Once I was done with one side of her face, I proceeded to the other.
I looked at her and smiled. "Much better now eh? We look like twins!" I burst out laughing, her blood covering my leather gloves...
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I continued to amuse myself. As I was cutting of another finger, my victim decided to speak up. "You're a monster! N-no one will ever love you! You deserve to d-" I cut her off...literally. I plunged my knife into her throat and her body fell onto the cement floor...
●END OF DESCRIPTION(it's safe to read now) ●
I suddenly felt dizzy, the girls' last words echoed in my head.
You're a monster! No one will ever love you!
"Liar!" I shouted as I stumbled trying to get out of the room. I slammed the door and went into the bathroom. Now I was standing in front of the mirror, gripping the sink.
"I'm not a m-monster!" My voice broke as I started running the water, washing my face.
Once I finished I looked into the mirror.
"And s-someone loves me! M-my precious angel-(Y/N)..." Tears fell freely down my face, I clutched my head.
"She's the o-only one...but..." I stuttered out.
But if she knew what I'm doing...she wouldn't love me...
A throbbing pain shot through my head and I groaned. I have to stop doing this for (Y/N). I have to stop...but...
How?
A/N guess who's back! I'm terribly sorry for making ya'll wait but I hope you enjoyed this extra long chapter (almost 1200 words)! Inspiration suddenly hit me! Thank you for bearing with me!
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Fanfiction(Y/N) was 16 years old. She lived in a small town and she had a perfectly normal life until one day changed everything. She went on a walk to the park not so far away from her house. Suddenly she felt someone grab her from behind and than all she sa...
