Mental Sides AU

~New Feeling~

TRIGGER WARNINGS: Anxiety attacks

AUTHORS NOTE: There will be a bit of prixiety in this chapter but it'll be some fluff

After Roman and Remus split ways Roman couldn't but feel nervous from being away from his brother for this long 'where on earth did that idiot go? Hopefully he didn't get cought' Roman thought thought as he slowed his pace to a light jog. Before Roman could even think twice somebody walked right into him, Roman noticed that the person was about to fall down so he had to act fast so he grabbed them by their hand and pulled them back up and close to his chest, that's when Roman realized just who this person was "Virgil?" Virgil's cheeks turned a light shade of pink "R-Roman? W-What are you doing running in the hall?" Roman wasn't able to answer Virgil's question, he was too lost in Virgil's eyes and how dark they looked it almost looked as if they were black and with how pale his completion was  it really made his eyes pop out. Roman couldn't help but smile "R-Roman?" Virgil said snapping him Roman from his thoughts "h-huh i'm sorry Virgil did you say something?" Virgil was clearly uncomfortable 'h-he's s-so close I don't know what to do I've never been this close to someone this attractive and the way he says my name is like music to my ears'  Virgil remembered that Roman was running but from what 

"why were you running is everything alright princey?"

"yep never better!"

"good so you wouldn't mind letting me go then?"

Roman blushed realizing that he still had Virgil in his arms "AH! s-sorry about that" Virgil just chuckled making Roman's heart flutter like crazy 'oh my crofters this man's cuteness is gonna be the death of me' Roman thought as he let Virgil go. "So where's Remus? The too of you are usually always together" Roman then remembered why he was running for in the first place "oh my crofters that's right we were being chased by the security guard!" Virgil just raised an eye brow at him "now why does that not surprise me, well do you have an idea where he might have gone to?" Roman thought for a second then remembering "I think I might have an idea! Come on" Roman said grabbing Virgil by the hand which caused the small emo boy blush "w-what!? W-Why am I being dragged along!?" Roman ignored his question and started to run down the hall. "Roman where are we going!?" "to our favorite meeting spot" Virgil gave him a confused look but then he was surprised when Roman pulled him close to his chest placing a hand over his mouth and under his nose that way he could still breathe.

"sshhh there's guards around" Virgil was getting so nervous he didn't know who's heart was beating faster his or Roman's since he could hear his own heart beat threw his ears and he could feel Roman's since his hand was on his chest 'oh my crofters! h-he's hand is touching my face a-and where so close I can feel his hot breath on my neck! wait no we are in a situation to where we could get into a bunch of trouble if we get caught and yet i'm over here getting myself all types of excited over some guy! what in the world is wrong with me!? I shouldn't even be here!' Virgil couldn't calm his nerves his mind was starting to race way to fast for him to even concentrate on anything and it was starting to scare him he was starting to breathe really heavy Virgil then started to hyperventilate. 

Roman quickly noticed that something was wrong with Virgil because he could feel Virgil's body temperature increasing and his breathing was quickening "oh crap i'm sorry I didn't know you couldn't breathe, are you ok?" 'oh crap not again please not now not another anxiety attack please this is so not the time to have one I just need to calm down ya that's it I need to calm down WHO THE HELL AM I KIDDING HOW THE HELL CAN I DO THAT AT A TIME LIKE THIS!?' Virgil's thoughts only made his condition worsen "Virgil?" Virgil then fell to his knees holding his head and panting heavily trying desperately to get his breath back but failing "Virgil!?" Roman knelt down supporting Virgil up so that he wouldn't fall over "Virgil what's the matter?" Roman was so scared for his friend and just like always he had to think fast. Roman then picked Virgil up bridal style and continued to run and get to their destination not caring if they got cought but at the same time hoping no one would get in their way and thank the makers of crofters no-one did.

When they got there Roman noticed that Virgil's breathing didn't change so he put him down against the wall unsure of what to do "V-Virgil are you alright?" Roman went to touch Virgil's shoulder but then his hand was slapped away "NO! DON'T TOUCH ME" Virgil shoved Roman to the ground he then got on top of Roman holding him down by his shoulders breathing heavily "Virgil..." "DON'T" Virgil slammed Roman's to the ground again, tears started to fall from Virgil " please just don't hurt me" Roman quickly wrapped his arms around Virgil pulling him close to him. Virgil then gasped at the sudden movement "n-no p-please stop touching me" "not until I know that you'll be ok" Virgil started to bang on Roman's chest "l-let m-me go" Virgil softly spoke "shh it's ok Virgil your safe I won't let anything hurt you' Roman whispered as he gently rubbed Virgil's back placing his face against the top of Virgil's head "I won't let anyone hurt you either" he said kissing the top of Virgil's head making the emo boy gasp and the sudden action "R-Roman?" Virgil's eyes grew wide and his face grew hotter "w-what in the world is going on here?" "well I guess you couldn't handle my charm anymore so you threw yourself in my arms and confessed your undying love" Roman said with a cheesy smile 'your so lucky your cute' Virgil thought to himself as he gave Roman an annoyed look "whatever if your not gonna tell me then fine" Virgil pushed Roman away getting back up in a sitting position, Roman did the same. 

After a moment of awkward silence Roman was the first to speak "so are you ok now?" Virgil gave Roman a confused look but then he could tell that he was seriously concerned about him but then he remembered the anxiety attack that he had, Virgil looked off in the distance "ya thanks to you" "what happened? what caused you to have that anxiety attack in the first place?" Virgil bit his lip deciding whether or not to to tell him the truth 'would he make fun of me if I were to tell him' Virgil thought, Roman could tell that he was over thinking things again so he had to help out this time "hey it's ok Virgil you don't have to tell if you don't want to after all I did make the promise to protect you" Virgil whipped his head towards Roman shocked at what he said. Roman gabbed Virgil's hand and placed it over his own heart, Virgil could feel Roman's heart beat faster and faster Virgil then looked up at Roman with a confused look "I was so scared not because you attacked me but because of how much pain you were in and there was nothing that I could do to help" Virgil's heart throbbed at his comment. Virgil then pulled Roman's hand away and placed it on the side of his own face and closed his eyes leaning into Roman's touch "Virgil" Roman whispered, Virgil then opened his eyes and smiled "your the only person that i'd like to touch me like this" Roman couldn't help but smile at him "I'd love nothing more than to hold you like this" the two slowly started to lean in close to each other closing the gap between them, neither of them wanted this amazing moment to end 

"What in the hell is going on in here?" Remus said popping up in front of the two. "Remus!" Roman let go of Virgil's face and quickly standing up "I'm so glad that your safe" Remus looked back and forth from Roman and Virgil "what were you two just doing?" Remus was starting to get extremely pissed until Logan placed a hand on his shoulder "is everything alright in here" "o-oh ya Roman was just helping me threw one of my anxiety attacks" Virgil said awkwardly looking back and forth between Logan and Remus "really" Remus said walking towards Roman, Roman was confused was confused on why his brother was getting so upset but he shrugged it off and simply nodded his head. 'Good so he wasn't hurting my brother what a relief' Remus thought as he wrapped an arm around his brother's neck "awww look at you Roman, saving the damsel in distress once again!" "hehe well what can I say i'm a sucker for a pretty face" Roman said giving Virgil a wink, Virgil looked away blushing "anyways it seems that we lost that stupid security guard" Remus said happily "so it seems that you have but I would still like to know why on earth did you feel the need to drag me along?" Logan asked.

"Because I didn't want to walk here alone plus I know you love to be around me" Remus spinning on his heels facing towards Logan and blew him a kiss "well I don't mind your company but I think 'love' might be the wrong word to use in this case" Remus made an offended like gasp which made the other two laugh "well as much as i'm enjoying all of this fun I do think it might be for the best that head back to the entertainment hall before we get caught and get into any trouble" Virgil said as he stared to head back "yes I agree that may be for the best that we go" Logan agreed following Virgil "ya come on Remus if we get caught they just might make it so that we can never come back here and you know how much I like this spot" Roman said following behind Logan leaving Remus to his thoughts. Remus let out a long sigh 'well at least I got to spend some alone time with my beloved Logan' Remus's heart fluttered from the memory of Logan his eyes, his hands, and his smile, oh his smile made Remus giggle in excitement he then took off running so that he wouldn't get left behind "hey wait for me!" "shut up you idiot are you trying to get us caught!?" Roman whispered yelled at Remus "hehe oops sorry" Virgil rolled his eyes at the idiotic brothers and Logan couldn't help but to sigh.