The day I changed ( lucy ×?)

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The training I had received was became increasingly harder . Master had said that I had improved in the physical part but that I still need lots of work in the mental department. For some stupid reason he says that I have to master or at least get above average in my mental  training  before I can move on to strengthen my magic. I really don't understand the mental part as far as am concerned we havent really started. The rivalry I been having with Surkara has been going at full force. My friendship with the others has strengthen. I founded out more about Kaven and the  others. He has a past like me. He tells me that his parents were murder and that he wants to become stronger so he can  track  the people  who  did  it  down ,and get revenge on them . My relationship with Yuki hasn't changed much. I like him but am afraid that if I give us a chance that I'll get hurt. I never want to be in a situation like I was at fairy tail  ever  again . I gave them all of me and they broke me into a million pieces. I know that in order to love someone  their needs to be trust.  But I'll  will never fully trust any one again so I guess I never know what love feels like  again.

Yuki>prov

My feelings for Lucy have grown. Getting to know her more I've learned bits and pieces of her past. She is bottled up and closed off about how she feels and how things effect her. What ever happen to her was bad , it hurt her badly, leaving behind a hurt, and scarred person. I only saw bits and pieces of her past through her mind , but I still dont know the fukl story .She doesnt trust anyone . When we talk I can feel her trying to fight her feels for me . She doesn't want to feel love bcause she is afraid. I will find a way to repair this girl. I want her to trust me , I want her to be able to tell me all her hopes and fears . I want her to know I will prevent anyone from harming her, because I love her, I want her to let herself love me back.

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I went to talk to Jada about the Lucy situation, after all she is kind of like Lucy best friend.

"Jada can I talk to you for a minute "

"Sure, what about" asked jada in curiosity

"It's about Lucy " I said scratching the back of my head akdwardly.

Ahhh I see said jada snickering

" Come on lets go to the coffee shop. "

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"So what is it you want to know about Lucy "asked Jada taking a sip of coffee.

"Am pretty sure you know what this is about", I said scowling at the aggravating women across from me.

"I havent the slightest idea" she replied back give me a knowing smile.

Fine if she wants to do it this way, after all she is the only chance I have to get to lucy

"Well as am sure you already know I really like Lucy, and I want her to actually gives this thing we have between each other a chance" ,I told Jada.

"Well how am I suppose to help you with this situation, It pretty clear that Lucy isn't looking for a relationship, nor in fact ready for one "replayed Jada with a serious face.

"That's why I need your help, I need you to lossen her up, ,hint to her that I like her maybe tell her of some of my good traits " I pleaded with Jada .