free your mind

u hate me now

And when I look through my gallery I realize what I lost.

Seein' all these people that hate me now.

These smiles.

And when I scroll through my instagram feed I realize that everyone finds someone better sooner or later.

And I realize that I lost friends I need but they just just relieved themselves of an unnecessary weight.

And when I tell stories about last year I realize how sad it is that nobody stays even if they promise.

And here I am.

I never promised to stay.

I never promised to stay alive.

But I'm still here. 

Keepin' never made promises while others aren't even able to keep the ones they made.