Hiya guys!! I know I haven't updated on this story since FOREVER ago!! Sorry I've been focusing on my other story 'Everything from Nothing'! Please check it out!!
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I- Wh- Its- I- WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW?! What do I do? Do I say hi?! Do I run away?! PLEASE HELP MEEEEE!!!!!!
I remember my friends saying that I won't know how I feel about the situation until I see him. It's then that I will decide what I felt.... but I don't!! I don't know how I feel or what to do!!! My gosh it's just so... overwhelming! I wish the ground would just swallow me up!! I can't believe it. After all this time he finally shows up!! I wonder how he's doing! What has he been up to lately.... wait, he abandoned our family I don't care.... I don't care about him or why he left or if he has a met a new woman or, or if he likes the new flavor of pringles that's just come out!! I mean I really don't care. Seriously, I don't...... why would I? I don't........ I don't. I don't. I don't. OKAY! Stop pressuring me! Maybe I do, just a little bit! Wait, what... NO! I don't.
Suddenly, I hear a very high pitched vroom of an engine starting. Then all I see is the back of dads car slowly getting smaller as it gets further and further away... My time to make a decision is over..... maybe next time... If there is one.
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"OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!! WHAT DID YOU DO? WHAT DID HE SAY?! I BET he made up some sad excuse! Did he!! Urrgghhhh! I despise him!! He's such a jerk! What did say??"
I regret telling Laura now! She just keeps biting my ear off with questions that are pointless or I don't know how to answer!!
"I froze!! I didn't know what to do so I didn't do anything! We didn't talk to I have no idea what he would have said."
"WHAT!?!?! YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING ME!!" I shake my head showing her that I'm genuine. "You mean you didn't say anything? Like, anything at all?!" She seems surprised!
"Yes. I'm just lying to you because I think it's funny to say something that would make my best friends head explode..." At this point I'm abusing sarcasm. If looks could kill... my best friend would be the cause for a bloody crime scene with an obliterated me all over the walls! "To be honest I'm glad I didn't 'cause I have no idea what I would have said!"
Okay, now I feel really bad, I lied. I know what I would have said. I would have told him that we were doing great without him (even if that was a lie) and asked why the hell he left! If he made up an excuse I would have slapped him and walked off, leaving him stunned. However, I know it isn't that simple. I don't mean I would feel bad and regret it, I mean I would probably mess up. You know, like miss when I slap him or mess up a word when I was trying to be mad! But hey, I can mess up next time I see his ugly, evil face that I miss so much!
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I have no idea what to write for this story at the moment so if you have any ideas please comment or message me!! Thanks!
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