Always

Seamus's secrets

"Stana." Nathan said "Stana what have you done?"
Nathan looked down at the cuts across her wrist. She couldn't even look at him. She hated being such a dissapoinment. "Stana please talk to me." He whispered with tears is his eyes.
"You won't understand," stana answered, still looking down.
He took her hand in his and turned her head to his, looking into her eyes. "I can try."
"I-I just fell apart after we lost the baby." She said , "first I almost ruin the show, then the whole thing with Seamus, and now we lost the baby."
She started crying more. Nathan wrapped her in her arms and held her tight. "I love you baby." He said kissing her head.
"I love you too Nathan."

A few hours later nathan heard a ringing coming from the kitchen. He sat up from the bed and ran to answer his phone. "Hello?" He said into the speaker.
"Nathan, you guys need to come to tamala's place now," Jon said. "It's about Seamus."
Nathan hung up and ran back into the bedroom. " hey baby they got some info about Seamus."
"Okay let me get dressed." She said back as she wiped her tears away.

| tamalas loft |

Nathan knocked on the door and penny opened it emediately. "Hi penny." Stana said as they both took a seat on the couch.
"What have the cops found so far?" Nathan said.
"Well, when I first tried to get some info about it they told me they could not tell me anything about the case." Jon explained. "But I have a friend in the task force and I had him fill me in on what's up."
"He told me that they searched Seamus's place yesterday and they found all kinds of unregistered guns and a shit load of drugs."
"But we all had to take a drug test a week ago. Seamus passed." Stana said, confused.
"Yeah, they think he was dealing." Jon said.
"wow, that just doesn't seam like Seamus." Tamala said.
"Well maybe there was a side to him we didn't know about." Nathan said, staring at the floor. "Anything else?"
"Nah that's all they know right now." Jon answered.
"So how's the pregnant life going stana?" Penny said.
"Oh um." Nathan said placing a hand on stanas leg. "Guys, we lost the baby."

Everyone sat in silence.
"Oh my god I am so sorry girl." Tamala said
"Thanks tam." She said back.
Nathan and Stana drove back to his loft and settled on the couch for a night of watching movies. "Were gonna get through this, everything. It's all gonna be okay." Nathan said to Stana as she rested her head on his shoulder.
"I know." She said and smiled.
He reached and turned her head up to his and placed a soft kiss on her lips.

- hey guys I'm really sorry for not updating in so long I still love you and I'm really gonna try to start writing more. Kisses. Thx for reading -