Why?!

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Writer's age: 14
Feelings: confused, hatred, lost

Why does it have to be me?

Why does it hurts so much?

Why did I do to deserve this?

The three most questioned question I ever had..

Why should I smile?

Why should I live?

The question that hunts me everytime I sleep

It hurt so much that I almost end up hurting my self

Why did you leave?

Am I not enough?

If you think that this is all about my first love then you're all wrong from the start

It's about a Father

A man who hurts me not physically but mentally

A man who taught me how unlovable am I

A man that lied to me all my life

The first man who left me behind

The first man who dissapoints me

I know that I'm not the first kid that has been left by its father.. But,

Why?

Am I not enough?!

Are we not enough?

Did I/we killed a thousand people on our past to deserve any of this.

If this ain't a punishment then what is this?

Why does it have to be me? us?

I am no warrior of God; I am nothing but a scared tiny little cat.

Why does it has to be me? us?

Why do we have to face the cruel world around us looking like a mess inside and out?

Why do we deserve this kind of life??

Do we really deserve a life?

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