Faith and Peace

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Faith and Peace

(3Days Later)

November 4th

[Knock, Knock]

Mom: Hello Fallen where are you... Fallen darling where you at?

When she didn't answer she walked all the way in and called her again then she walked up the stairs and went to Fallen bedroom

Mom: FALLEN!!!!!

Fallen: Huh yes oh mom hi I forgot you was coming

Mom: What is wrong with you it's like you completely shut me out we have not talk you just shut down and your daddy hardly hear from you

Fallen dazing off looking out the window while lying in bed not hearing her mom

Mom: FALLEN!!!!!!!!!

Fallen: Yes ma'am

Mom: What's going on with you open up your blinds bring some light in this room

Fallen: Mom No!! please I don't want no light right now please

Then she covers her face

Mom: Fallen!!!!!

Fallen: Yes ma'am

Mom: What's going on

Fallen: Nothing I am fine

Mom: Girl you do know I know you right

Fallen: Yes, ma'am I know

Mom: Talk to me

Fallen: I am fine

Mom: Then why do you look like you haven't ate in days and you stink, you haven't answered your phone for anybody and it's your birthday

Fallen: Mom I don't care about that I just want to be left alone please

Mom: Fallen I know this don't feel well but I need you to bring it in come on now

Fallen : Mommy I'm trying but it's hard I lost the love of my life and I can't stop dreaming about everything we already been through I don't understand I am trying my best to survive even when he tries to come over I try but it's hard and Kelsey throws it in my face every chance she get and I am tired of it so since it's my birthday I choose to sit here like this

Mom: I know its hard baby... when you say dreams are weird what is it

Fallen: Seeing things from his point of view all the emotions he went through and how he can feel me without me know it and just everything but through his eyes

Mom: That's not repeating history babe that's seeing something deeper

Fallen: But it still don't feel good because I am trying my best to forget about him, but God won't let me and its draining mommy because I miss him SOOO much

Her mom hugs her.

Fallen: I give up. I don't care about anything anymore that's why I haven't showered or anything I just don't care anymore it is what it is at this point in my life

Mom : Okay look now I understand you hurt but baby I need you to bring you mind in yes its hard I understand that but if I remember when you first started dating him and you thought you were wasting your time I told you to pray and when you did God told yes he was it remember that

Fallen: Yes.

Mom: now with all that is going on have God said anything different to you

Fallen: No, he haven't but he haven't said anything to me

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