The Vaping Back

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I wake up early. Well, on time. But Tyra is no longer in the room. I'm still laying on the floor. Man, last night was intense. I go get ready to leave.

When I get to the breakfast room, Tyra gets out. She just gives me good morning so it won't be awkward, but she's being weird.

When I get to the bus, everyone is already there. Liam is in a front seat and Tyra and Matty are on the last row. There's a seat beside her, but Liam's saved a seat for me. "Hey saved you a front seat so you won't feel sick", he tells me. Oh, yeah. There's that. I sit beside him and we travel in silence.

The ride back is so awkward, I have absolutely nothing to talk to Liam. He doesn’t seem to mind, though. Am I that good of an actress that people legit think we’re a happy couple? I have no fucking idea.

We enjoy a little vaping, cause that’s the one fucking thing we have in common. He shoots a video about it. It’s not that bad of a ride, actually. But Tyra’s laughter is bothering me. It’s not that I’m hating it right now, I just… don’t get it. So she’s gonna date Matty anyway? They sound like they’re really bonding back there. This should be the time I pretend to be happy and satisfied with Liam. But I don’t. I can’t. I’m too exhausted from all that.

I pretend to sleep, but I’m actually trying to figure out what happened last night. It’s like I was so drunk I can’t remember. We went too hard on the nic levels. I recall brief flashbacks. I can still feel her hand in mine. I can still feel the lemonade ghost from last night in my mouth, as well as the turkey one. We were in this same seat I’m in.

When I get home, I realize I’m with one of her juuls. I text her to let her know, and she says I can keep it. I can’t decide if she did it on purpose and this is a gift or if she just doesn’t wanna see me. Either way, I fall asleep with the juul in my hand and a lemonade mouth.

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