Vaping Love

The Vaping Trip

They wake us up early for the skiing trip. I wonder, if it's this fucking freezing in the hotel, how are we gonna be able to go outside. The bright side is the low temperature really wakes me up, and now I'm pumped. Tyra and I pack our juuls, cause we have our priorities well sorted out, and then head to the lobby to meet with everyone.

Not long after that, we're already reaching the cable cars. Matty, Tyra, Liam and I manage to get into the same one, so we try to hot box there. It's fun, but it goes wrong. It's content either way, so the boys don't mind, and much less do Tyra and I.

We ski. I'm very nervous at first, but all the vaping and excitement make it ok, and I can only feel joy. When we're tired from skiing, we take a break and play a game of guessing if the person is vaping or just breathing. It's silly, but it's fun.

The others don't want to show it, but I know they want to play in the snow as much as I do, so I throw snowballs at them to encourage them. It sorta works. We end up having fun. We document the whole thing, but post nothing for now. This is gonna make some cool montage, I just know it.

Unfortunately, I got girlfriend duties to attend to, so I have to playfully roll in the snow with Liam. I pretend I'm not noticing Tyra pretending not noticing me. Was last night's conversation real? I'm not really sure, but something tells me it was.

We ski a little more, then go back to the hotel, cause it's starting to snow. And it's almost time to go anyway. We're able to catch a few snowflakes with our tongues before getting inside. It's cold, but it's nice.

We now have the rest of the day to enjoy the hotel. I'm so fucking tired. But I don't wanna miss anything. I go to the room to change real quick. Tyra follows me. I go change in the bathroom. "Hey, I'm going to the game room, wanna come?" I ask her as I'm about to leave. "Sure", she says not seeming so sure.

"So how is this thing with Liam going?" she asks as we play ping pong. "Fine, I guess". "Well, you guys do seem happy". I can't really tell what she's going for here. Her tone doesn't seem sarcastic, but we all know what she just said is not true. "Thanks", I say. She's not making eye contact, and I have no fucking clue where this conversation is going. I'm finishing my calculations of about how lost I am when she says "I think I might date Matty".

Boy, were my calculations off. I'm trying not to gasp so hard. I manage to ask "Why", before the pause gets too long, so that's good. "Cause he's into me", she says. Well, that's not a good reason. I'm not sure how to feel about it. On the bright side, she didn't say she likes him. On the dark side, she might actually date him and none of it will matter.

I tell her that's not a good reason. She asks me why I'm with Liam, then. Well, she got me there. I don't have a response prepared. But if I say nothing, it'll be worse. So I say "I don't know", and prove myself wrong: there is a response worse than saying nothing. I fucking hate myself.

"Well, then I think my reason is just as good", she says. Fuck. I blew it. "Yeah, but won't it be weird?", I say, "You know, cause you've known each other forever now". "I guess maybe a little", she says then pauses. "It's just..." she starts again "I want someone to blow in my mouth too" she says serious, but quickly realizes how that sounded. "Well, you know what I mean", she laughs. "I'm still up to showing you". What did I just fucking say? I'm about to apologize when she says with the hottest fucking smirk ever "Yeah, I'm still up to that too".

So it was real. I wanna run to the room and make out with her so bad. But I keep it cool and casually ask "Wanna vape?". She's down for it, obviously, so we head to the room and do it (vape, I mean). I'm talking three juuls at a time.

My head is so foggy, all I can make out is Tyra is fucking hot. I think I tell her that. I think she tells me she wants me. I think I tell her I sucked Liam's dick. I think she tells me she's jealous. I think I tell her I'm fucking in love. I think she holds my hand. I think I tell her I wanted to be her juul. I think she tells me she did too. I don't think we kiss.