Because Of Him {H.S}®[On Editing]

7.

S E R E N A P O V.

It has been a week since Harry kissed my cheek and a scary night for me. All I could remember was my screaming and no one came to help me or even bother to call the cops. i was scared and broken even now. I could hear it in my head, the flashes coming right through me.

As I'm walking inside, making sure the door is fully close. Once I heard the click. I was about to go upstairs to get ready for bed but someone stops me from leaving. The person soon grabs my hair as I scream in pain.

"You really think he's gonna like you?" I knew who this voice belongs to, it was my father's voice. The man I hated so much and didn't wanted to call father.

"You're just a worthless little bitch, and trust me you'll get dump by him like a piece cake, he's just only using you for sex and your pretty body of yours." as he tells me, I could feel his fingers brush over my hips and go under my shirt. I start to cry because he was pulling my hair even harder. Then out of nowhere he starts to hit me, while I was screaming for help. I try to rush and run upstairs but he grabs me and pulls me down. He starts taking off my clothes now, that's when I started screaming even more. I try to hit him but nothing seem like it was working.

"Shut up you bitch!" He said while slapping, I didn't know what to do. I felt weak and ugly, and that's when I gave up to try and fight me. 

"Please stop." I kept saying while crying so much. I hated myself, I hated how I felt nasty and disgusted by my body. I felt worthless once again.

When i had first arrived to school, people kept asking me what happen to my face I just told them I fell and hurt myself by hitting the door but the only two people who know about What happen is Zayn and Alex. When Harry saw my face the next day his eyes went wide because of my bruise all over. He kept asking me who did this to me, I just kept telling him no one. But he didn't believe me at all. My bruise are starting to go away now from what happen last week. I still couldn't get it our my head.

"Hey Rena wanna hang out this weekend." Harry asks me, I look at him then back down to my desk. I knew I couldn't hurt him this and just lie like I have been doing.

"I don't know, I haven't been feeling too good Harry." I say lying to him. I didn't want to hang out because of everything happening. Every time Harry or the boys try to hug me or touch me, I flinch a lot. They have been noticing that all the time. I have been starting to cut myself again to take the pain away. I haven't cut for almost a few months and now I'm back to cutting once again, I have been wearing long sleeves everyday. I haven't or never told anyone about me cutting because I don't want them to worry about me. When it's not there problem to worry. I haven't even touch a piano or play my piano for a while now and I normally play.

"Are you sure Rena?" Harry asks me with care in his eyes, I feel bad for lying to him. .

"Yeah I'm sure Harry, well I better get going." I say to Harry while walking away. No one knows where I go after school. Once I got to the back of the school, I took out my razor as I breath in I heard his voice again and repeating over and over. " you are worthless little bitch." I just couldn't take it no more. That's when I brought the razor up to my arm. I kept on crying and taking the pain away. I would only feel the numb. I was about to to do it again but I heard someone say my name.

"Rena stop it!" it belonged to Harry. He walk up to me to stop me, I look at him and started to cry so hard. I felt two arms around my waist and was being pick up from the ground. Harry took me with him and puts me in the car. That's when I suddenly fell into darkness.