Because Of Him {H.S}®[On Editing]

20.

SERENA

Harry had just left to go home, right now I'm heading to the bathroom to take a shower, I have been so stress out and worried about my father coming at me or my love ones. I just need to get away from everything or just sleep forever and never wake up I think that would be best for me but no I have to face the reality in this world. My Nana once said"Once you go to bed you dream of never waking up but when you wake up, you know you have to see the reality to understand." I have always fell in love with that quote forever but the thing is I never quite understand reality, my Nana always told me that one day I will understand reality soon. Well lets hope Nana is right. My hands reach to turn on the shower as I let it get hot, I grab my big t-shirt and my underwear to sleep in, as I took off my clothes, I got in the shower and the water hot and just perfect to relax my body. As I'm in the shower I close my eyes.

I feel him, his touch is so soft his kisses are like peppermint hes so sweet. The way he touches me gives me chills down my spine. The way he kisses me with passion. His voice, the way he tells me he loves me, the way he says he needs me, where has he been all my life.

The way he holds me the way he makes me feel, he's the one I have been looking for so long. I can feel him touching me. Giving me kisses the way to make me feel for him drive me crazy for him. I love the way how I can control him with a touch of a hand.

The way my hands goes down his stomach, the way he gets chills from me. The way my lips touches him. I need him, the way I say I need to feel his touch on me but I'm scared that I would lose all of this. The feels, the touches, the kisses, and everything.

I adore you so much, that I need you to make me feel the way you always make me feel for you. I need your touch on me, your kisses, your feels, your everything. You're all I need now to make me crazy for you. Baby make me your wildest dreams come true. You're all I have to feel, touch and kiss now. The way you lay next to me, the way you hold me.

boy I adore you.

as I open my eyes, I was surprised with my day dream because I just day dream about Harry, it look like we were in a room and laying down on a bed but I was on top of him, and he was laying down with his hands behind his head and eyes close, I was just touching him. I was wearing his shirt and we look older. we look like we were in are 20s already. I swear it look like someone was recording us but at the same time felt so real. As I get of the shower and turn off the water. I change into my pj's, I lay down in my bed and brushing my hair and braiding it, then out of no where I suddenly hear the door opening. I decided to put my shorts on to see who's here, it might just be my sister Nina and I definitely know my grandparents are not here, I look at the clock and its only 10pm. that's weird Nina said she will be home at 12 tonight. I went downstairs to see who's here as I'm walking I see a figure that I would never see in my life again. He had is body turn around looking. He knows I'm home, he knows where I was and he was here to get me. he turns around finds me standing there looking at him.

"Hello my sweet sweet Serena " He said with a smirk. I started to breath heavily, I needed to control my breathing before it got worse to the point I could stop breathing and my whole body stopping.

"What are you doing here." I said straight cold at him as I could hear my breathing become heavily. I felt like I was about to faint any minute now but I was keeping everything under control I had hoped and prayed. 

"I'm here to get what I want back love." He's crazy if he thinks he can just come inside my grandparents home and try to get me. He doesn't have the right to control me anymore, I was now under the custody of my sister.