STUCK. | seokjin & nayeon

넷 ― four

I refused to think nor to speak about the incident that happened in the roof top. I want to beat myself because I just showed my vulnerability to Jin, of all people. It's a good thing that he didn't mention about it either.

I can feel my cheeks getting warmer when I think about it.

"We'll be have a moving quiz tomorrow by partners. To be fair, I will assign your partners by random sampling" the whole class groaned at this sudden announcement. Biochemistry is a bitch and  our teacher doesn't really help at all.

"Kim and Im"

Ugh. Of course. The teacher gave us the rest of her time for us to discuss and review with our partner. Jin sat beside me before giving me an annoying smile and I frowned upon seeing him.

"Oh...someone's not pleased to be partners with me"

I scoffed. "Thanks for stating the obvious"

He raised his eyebrow with an exaggerated confused look on his face. "I mean, how can you not like me?"

"Is there anything to like about you?"

"I could give you a list but I'm afraid it's too long"

I rolled my eyes. "You're so full of yourself"

"Are we gonna act here like you don't act all mighty and such?"

"Shut up, can we just go on with the academics?"

"Hmm..." He trailed. "How about we study together? So we'll help each other if there's a part that isn't so clear to us"

"I have an urgent thing to do after class"

"Let's just meet in a study hub, then? Just text me once you're done"

I nodded.

After classes, I went directly to JYPE. The evaluation will start at 5pm, so I still have almost 2 hours left to practice.

"Goodluck! We can do this!" Jihyo cheered us up. She's been here since 2005 and I can see how passionate she is.

Well, everyone is. This building is filled with hopes of debuting. Being a trainee is hard. You're continuously being questioned if you're worth it or if you're really capable of it. But then, once we debut it'll be worse.

And I'll be fine. I found happiness in what I'm doing even if it's hard. I don't think I'd truly enjoy the path of being a lawyer and being a lawyer itself because I don't really like it.

Hours passed by and I was one of the trainees who did well as told by our teachers. After this, I still have to attend my Health and Sex Education class. It's one of the classes that JYPE gives us.

After I'm done, I browsed our group chat in kakao to look for Jin's and texted him that I'm done and I'm already on my way to the said study hub.

I feel so tired and I just want to lay on my bed.

When I reached the said place, I saw Jin with all his notes out. He's in his casual outfit and his hair is quite messy. He was smiling and nodding to the waitress.

I took a deep breath. Why am I suddenly nervous?

I entered the store and sat in front of him. He fixed his position and grinned at me.

"Have you eaten?"

I shook my head as I prepare my notes in the table.

"Eat first before we start..." I simply nodded. I don't have the energy to argue with him and besides I'm so hungry too. I texted my mom already that I'll be late again because I'll review with my classmate. I searched for my purse and stood up to order.