feelings for you Mr.

your girl

why? just why her? in this huge world why her?

                                      you deserve more than just having her in your life.

               i guess you didn't get to realize that. well, you might be

   thinking

       why i'm doing this. because i have no right to judge you or give you

advice nor control you. because who am i to do that? i'm not yours

and for sure your heart belongs to someone else. well, i have nothing to do

now. your happy with her then i'm happy for you. because

no matter how messy my life is in this world, all i want is you to be happy.

your my silly giraffe:) that i can't argue with.

all i want is you to smile, laugh and be happy because you deserve that, actually

you deserve more than that. you deserve the whole world

tbh,

you're like a sad flower

that only blooms when you're

with her, your happy place:(

and it just make me so so so jealous.

and it comes to the point that i ask myself what is different?

what is missing? or is it just because i'm not perfect?