Proem book

Thoughts

If I was encouraged from the start
I wouldn't have so much doubt in my heart
I need to breathe
But I can't
Everyone I love is distant and I'm sitting here cold.
My heart is disconnected and I feel far apart.
I am not bold.
I felt like I was;
But I don't believe it.
I know it's hard but I just can't see it.
I made a vow time and again;
For a kid, a lover and for friends.

I am in love with you.
And you can't see.
Simply because
You are so damn far from me.