Kelei has been brought and sold her whole life by her father, he has no problem letting men borrow her for the night for their benefit and to keep their family a float after multiple suicide attempts and fights through her trials and tribulation she...
"I hate to see her go but I love to watch her leave..."- Lil Wayne
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"Girl... it is positive" my stomach fell to my feet hearing my results
"You're not happy, I thought y'all have really been trying for this..." Kacey questioned me looking my way
"I'm happy, I never thought the day would come. I honestly thought my father broke me K..."
"He didn't break you Kelei, not even in the slightest. He did horrific things but it's how you choose to live your life from here on out."
"If you let your trauma consume you, I promise you will never be happy. Take it from the girl they found on the ledge." I was astonished at the fact that me and Kacey related in a way, I knew the feeling all too well of not wanting to be here anymore
"You have a blessing and I know god will bring him or her home to you and East. Y'all deserve this after all you guys have been through.."
"You are truly the strongest person I know. All that you have survived, this is your moment to enjoy your life. You can leave your old life behind you now and focus on your happiness. You are free. You won."
It's been 6 months and still I struggled with allowing myself to believe in the life I now lived in. I have a man who loves me, friends that are constantly supporting me and the free will to live my life however I choose. Now, I have the opportunity to carry another child and marry the love of my life. I was grateful to allah, grateful for another chance.
East and I have been trying for another baby and the fact that I have a baby inside of me, I was thrilled. I could not conceal my worry, how could I not worry after all the complications from my abortion.
After staying and talking for hours, making tons and tons of plans. Kacey left for her apartment, she decided to get off the world tours for a while and fill her calendar with gigs here in New York.
I enjoyed her company she was truly my best friend, my only friend. I trusted her and I've known her all my life. I was ecstatic to be reunited with her after all these years of being alone.
After she left I looked over my belly, I have a life within me and motherhood would be different for me but I was certain I would adjust to it perfectly.
"Hey baby..."
"Hey baby I miss you..." I said talking over FaceTime with East
He was away in the Bahamas for business and today would make the third day that he was away and I missed him like crazy.
I knew if I gave him the news right now he would try to rush home on the first jet out. I couldn't have that, he was in grind mode right now.
