Lights will guide you home🏠

Ren, stop..

Hello strangers~ thank you for kindly reading this book😍I love you allready😍
It's just a random thought, idk what to tag, and how to write a description, so you saw the weird tags in my book. Idc. Istg I just want to write. lol.

I decided to create this book after I read Just Ben, by danthomas880 ♥
Well, I think that book is a good book, and I envy the people inside the book,lol. I want to be inside the book, but I was not one of the people in their circle, heck I think I am still not one of them even now,lol. But But But I am so excited to write this book, so please bear with my excitement.

Here we go............

I complained alot, manythings felt wrong to me. The whole school was tired of me; I was always gloomy, I constantly complained and was always in a bad mood.
It seemed the longer I lived, the more bile I was becoming and the more poisonous were my words. People avoided me, because my bad habit became contagious,lol. It was even unnatural and insulting to be happy next to me.

Until I joined wattpad 😊 at first I used a skeleton as pfp and my bio written : STFU . Lol. My username was 'stayawayfrme'

And then I met this guy. In a book, I saw him commenting lightly and funnily and he sparked happiness. I dared myself to make a move. Inboxing was my way to approach him. We talked, strangely enough I felt as if he and I are a longtime bestfriends, lol, and I started complaining about everything and everyone in my real life. lol
He happened to listen and gave me an understanding smile and a great solution,everytime!😍, and I repeated myself in the next day, and then the next day, and next day, again and again (I lost count, lmao) he always replied with a joke and for the last time he told me Hey, Ren..stop for a bit. Ren, why don't you give yourself a nice smile and see how everything goes with that.

And he also shared me a story, one story that I will always remember.

A story of a wise-man.

People have been coming to this wise man, complaining about the same problems every time. One day he told them a joke and everyone roared in laughter.

After a couple of minutes, he told them the same joke and only a few of them smiled.

When he told the same joke for the third time no one laughed anymore

Then the wiseman smiled and said:
You can't laugh at the same joke over and over. So why are you always crying about the same problem over and over? 😄 OML, I love him!!😍

So bit by bit I changed myself, my bio now a reminder for myself to be kind and stay kind. The pfp is ME giving you all a kiss. Yesssss that's me, Renata 😘

And here, a song that I think suits the old time :

"Fix You"

When you try your best,
but you don't succeed
When you get what you want,
but not what you need
When you feel so tired,
but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming-
down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

That's all!
Thank you for reading. ❥❥❥

Leave some comments if you like, and of course vote for this book is fine too. lol

And one more time, to danthomas880 who taught me how to write a book on this site, and patiently answered my questions about writing : Thank you lots and lots! You all need to check on his profile and read all his books,lol. One of the books, tittled SANDWICH is super hot, read it if you love BL and steamy scenes, lol.

Thank you for reading this randomness,

Bye~
Renata😘