Burning Aspiration✔- BakuDeku

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𝔊𝔬𝔬𝔡𝔟𝔶𝔢 𝔎𝔞𝔱𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦...?

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╰⊱♥⊱╮ღ꧁ 𝕀𝕫𝕦𝕜𝕦'𝕤 ℙ.𝕆.𝕍꧂ღ╭⊱♥≺

'Everything wasn't fine Izuku and you know it,'

Even now it replays in my head like a broken record as I wander around in Tomiritchi, looking for a definite place to be just for a short time... but the thing that was on my mind the most was Camie.

I wanted these unwanted thoughts to be answered. Does she still hold that part of his heart, that part that would never be available to me or was he telling the truth when he told me that he didn't love her anymore? Still, I wanted to know but our conversation went down the wrong path.

I just wanted him to have closure but Katsuki took it too far. She called too much and asked to be with him too often and it was annoying.

I wouldn't deny that I was jealous but she knew that Katsuki was with me, yet, she stuck on him like a leech.

I never asked for any of this. I never asked for love nor have I asked for help but somehow, I got it.

I don't regret falling in love with Katsuki and I do appreciate what he had done for me but those simple words that left his mouth hurt. I can't even explain how bad those words made me feel. I felt like my heart had dropped many depths down but that was just the beginning of it. I still wanted to know how long was he pretending that everything was okay although we had three months of peace. Was he still thinking that we were in danger?

I never wanted to leave but I had to get away from him, even if it was just for a little while. I wasn't sure where my feet were taking me but I kept walking and walking.

It was still bright out and of course, I had nowhere else to go but as selfish as this sounded, I needed someone, anyone and the only people that came to mind were Uraraka and Iida.

I somehow felt like I was neglecting them after I met Katsuki but I didn't want to drag them into this to cause them trouble when it's my own. I just wish I could tell them but it's better that they don't know about Shigaraki so they can remain safe.

Still, I ended up on a train with the little money that I had with my hometown in mind. I didn't know that this was going to happen and I just left without thinking so I didn't take anything with me. The clothes on my back and the little change I had was all but that didn't matter right now.

My head was down and my eyes were barely opened as I sat still on the train. At some points, my head was bobbing since my eyes were heavy from the crying but I kept myself awake just for a little while. It would take quite some time before I got to Musutafu.

I sighed as I drew the jacket that I was wearing closer to me. I was cold even though it was early out but whatever, I would end back at home at the end of the day but for now, I would leave my thoughts to wander...

even though I want them to leave.