Every Scar Doesn't Heal .:Depressed Midoriya:.

.:Chapter 17:.

Ee so I'm starting it off as Monday since why not, also starting of next week I have midterms so it would be hard for me to post. Starting date: 12/8/19

Midoriya's Pov

I woke to the sound of my alarm. I got up and stretched while haring satisfying 'pops' and 'cracks' of my bones. I got out of my bed and remade it, I checked my clock as it read 5:24am. You might be asking,'why are you up so early if you need to be at school before 7:30am?', well. Have you see me? I'm a mess, it takes me longer now and not only that but I have pills I need to take that they don't know about. I grabbed my uniform and went into my bathroom, I turned on the shower to a warm setting and dried my hand off. I started to undress while looking in the mirror every so often and stare at the scars that littered my body. I huffed at this and adverted my gaze,'I'm just hideous..', I thought to myself and stepped into the shower. I started to wash myself off and wash the shampoo out of my hair as well. I got out of the shower and dried myself while doing my other morning routines.

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I stepped out of the bathroom and checked the time,'it's currently 6:34am', as I started to pack up my bag there was a knock on my door. I walked over and unlocked it, I opened my door to see a very tired fox. "Hey Sar, you good?", I asked while she just pushes passed me. "You better get your boyfriend before I murder him", she says tiredly and angrily. I was stood here dumbfounded of what Kacchan would do so early in the morning," what did he do?", I asked while I say the smol fox collapse on my bed. "He fluffen made me fluff up infront of everyone. I'm so tired that I didn't realise my phone was on my head and I got a small crack in it..", she says while groaning. I checked the time and saw it was 6:49am,"heck Sar, we need to get going", I told her while she stood up like a zombie raising from the dead. We walked out of my dorm and headed off after I locked my dorm, we both made it downstairs to hear the slight chuckle of Kacchan. "Listen here you fluffer, make me fluff up again I will personally attack you", Sar says glaring at Kacchan. "Even if he is being mean, I can't let you do that Sar", I stepped in for Kacchan while he smirks at her. She sighs and shakes her head while walking off, just then she comes back a tossed water Kacchan. "That's it you bitch!", he yells and chances her. Sar jumps over him turning into her small fox form which I call it kit because she reminds me of a baby fox. She dashes out the door that Ura held open and watched as Kacchan dashed after he. "Just want to see the fight?", I asked her while Ura just held up a small plastic baggy of popcorn," yup." With this we both follow the loud explosions of an erupting volcano. Me make it in time to see Sar jump over Kacchan and smack her tail in his face and dash off into the building know Kacchan can't attack her inside. He let's out a growl of frustration and stomps insde. Both Ura and I giggle at this and walk inside. We make it to our classroom and opened it to find Kacchan yelling in Sar's face while she had a smug face that also looked tired. I walked up to Kacchan and kissed his cheek, this made he shut up and become flustered. I giggled and sat in my chair while Ura laughs her but off. Sar just smirks at him while she high fives me. Everyone then pools into the room giving questionable looks of why Kacchan was standing there flustered. "Sooo... why is Bakubro like that?," Kiri asked. "I kissed his cheek so he can shut up yelling in Sar's face", I said and the girls groaned because they missed out on seeing out 'fluff moment' or something like that. We all sat down when Mr. Aziawa walked through the door. "Ok.. on to today's lesson", and with that.

The day started...

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"And that's what you need to know for next week", Mr. Aziawa said and just on que the bells ring. "I'm excited for next week!", Mina exclaimed while Hagakure jumped with her,"yeah I know!", she exclaimed back. I walked out of the room to only be taller than I was. I was confused on why I was taller all of a sudden and looked down to see Sar under me in her bigger fox form, I called this her fox-hound form *you might want to know these just in case I use these for the future, her smaller fox form: kit; bigger fox form: fox-hound* and started to trot off. "Aaaannnd why am I getting a lift?", I asked her while she looked back up at me. "Well I'm going to be gone for some time and come back before we do that survival outdoors training regimen thingy", she says as we made it out the doors of U.A. "Why don't you stay here?," I asked," and when do you leave?", I asked. He just shook her head," I leave in two days, Mr. Aziawa knows and gave me the worm for the days I will miss. I can't train here or my punish- training... will be harder", she says while I looked concerned. What, was she going to say punishment? I'm concered. I got off her back which made her confused and I ran back to the school knowing Mr. Aziawa was still inside. As I ran pass everyone they all looked at me questionably while some look at me concered. I bristled through the main doors and ran to the classroom that we were all in. I burst through those doors as well and saw Mr. Aizawa jump up also. "Mr. Aizawa!", I shouted and he jumped out of his cocoon ready for action. "You can't let Sar leave!", I said and he looks at me questionably. "Why?", he says and relaxes. "She has been leaving every week now and when she comes back she looks tired with scraps and bruises. Not only that but she told me she was leaving and if she didn't she would be punished but replaced that word with more training", I finally finished while Mr. Aziawa seemed shock on my observations. "Well, I will look into this. Thank you, Midoriya", he says and I nod.

I make it back to the dorming facility to only be tackled by an angry fox-hound. "Why the heck did Mr. Aziawa text me wanting to see me later about my departure", she said while giving off a low growl and before she could day anything she was blown off of me. She gets blasted into a nearby wall and fall to the ground with a bit tinted red spot in the wall. "Fuck off my boyfriend bitch", says Kacchan angrily. "Guys,let's not fight", says a bit scared Mineta. "Fuck off grape", Sar says as she shakingly stand and gets in a small fight position. "What exactly did you tell Mr. Aziawa Midoriya?", she says and boy is she mad if she says my name without her nickname. "I told him how you couldn't go, I don't like seeing my best friend come back hurt!", I yelled back and others around looked at her shocked. She growls and bears her teeth," you don't know shit, Midoriya", she says angrily while taking a step forward and I do also. I am terrified as fuck but I can't back down now knowing I just challenged her by stepping forward while looking her in her eyes, well eye. She sees I won't back down but she won't either so she stepped in more, as did I. Her ears twitched and glanced up at Kacchan, she looks back at me and closes her mouth and give me an apologetic look and fades out. I then realize what she did and turned around only to be knocked out. I heard people shouting and everything blurred out until everything faded out.

I woke up again to see the familiar sight of my room. "Was that a dream?", I asked questionably. "No, it wasn't", I heard a voice say besides me and looked to see Iida. I sat up quickly and he jumped up,"you must lay back down", he says concered but I shook my head. "Where's Sar?", I asked with fear laced in my voice. He just gives me a sadden look," she left after she knocked you out. She has been for a day and a couple of hours", Iida tells me and I jumped out of bed. "We need to find her!", I exclaimed but shook his head. "No, you need rest", he tells me and pushes me back into bed. Just then the door opens to the face of Mr. Aziawa and Shinsho, I was glade to see them. They came into my room and walked of the me and Iida. "She messaged me saying she left early", Mr. Aziawa sighed and I stiffened. "Y-You didn't stop her", I asked and he shook his head. "Right when I was coming back to the dorms she ran pass me and out the gates", he tells me and I looked down. We all continued to talk until the left. I grabbed my phone and opened it, scrolling through my messages. I clicked in Sar's name to message her.

Me: Where are you?

Sar -w-: somewhere you don't know

Me: What is the address?

Sar -w-: not telling

Me: what is the address

Sar -w-: you're not getting it out of me

Me: Damnit Sar, where!

She doesn't reply back but she read it, I sat there fir five minutes hoping, praying she would reply. Nothing, not even a single word. I teared up knowing I couldn't help my friend and threw my phone on my bed and walked downstairs to join the others for lunch.

Sahara's Pov

'Should I tell him? He is my best friend after all... No, I shouldn't bother him with my problems anymore..', I thought to myself and shut my phone off. I placed my phone down on the desk besides the bed I was currently sleeping in and walked out of the bland room. I walked a a long hallway and made it to a small dusty room that is all stone but wooden support beams in the corner of the walls and small tiny windows near the ceiling. "Finally.. let's begin.."

"Pet", and with that..

My night begun...

Eee I had fun righting this!! I also want to make another MHA story that might be another depressed Deku but I'm not sure. Let me know what you guys think and if I do make another MHA depressed Deku story then Sahara won't be in it. Hope you enjoyed ^^

Date finished: 12/11/19

Words: 1894