Every Scar Doesn't Heal .:Depressed Midoriya:.

.:Chapter 5: Don't let then find out (part two):.

Midoriya's Pov

As we made it to the kitchen I was tackled by a flying Denki. "Mido dude! Protect me!", as he hides behind me. I looked forward and saw a mad Kacchan coming this way. "What happened now?", I say to Denki. "I sorta ate two of his bacon pieces", he replies. Just then I heard a mad pomeranian. "DUNCE FACE YOUR DEAD!", Kacchan yelled angrily coming this way. "MOVE DEKU!", he says looking pass me at Kaminari. "No can do Kacchan, you will just hurt him. How about you just take the pieces he took from you from me?", I reply back. People just looked at me like I was crazy, I never talked back to Kacchan or this calmly before. "Tsk, fine nerd. Your lucky today dunce face", he says glaring at Denki. He walks away and Denki just hugs me saying thank you over and over again. "It's really no problem, Denki", I say as he let's go and I walk over to my seat. "Wow Mido dude, who knew you can calm the raging volcano like that", says Kirishima. "I-It's nothing really", I say closing my eyes and scratching my neck. I then see a hand reaching my plate and as I look over I see a Kacchan taking two pieces of bacon and eating them. I just slightly smile at this. He see's and turns away slightly red. Everyone then goes on about talking to one another.

After everyone was done eating, I washed off the plates and silverware thanks to the help of Tokoyami. After we finished the dishes I went back up to my room. I just opened the door and was greeted by Kacchan, Iida, and Todoroki casually talking to one another. I close my door behind me confused. "Uhhh, why are you guys here?", I asked confusedly. "Tsk, what the fuck happened to you earlier?", says Kacchan. I just stared at them confusedly until I remeber about me crying in front of them from the voices.

Bakugou's Pov

After I said that the nerd's eyes became wide. "Oh! N-Nothing to worry about guys! Really!", Deku says waving his has in front of his face with his eyes closed and nervously laughing. "I don't believe that, Midoriya", says glasses. "You really have us worried for your physical and mental health, we just want to help you", he continued. Deku's reaction changes and seems a bit more serious and sad. "Well then don't worry about me", he says with no emotion. "Like hell we won't! You've been acting off ever since the other glasses guy died", I shouted standing up. "Heh, like you ever cared huh. Your a part of this, for years you've bullied me and beat me up for being quirkless and just wanted to keep your reputation, you even got your friends to bully me too. I tried to not let any of that bother me but I eventually gave up because I knew nothing would change! Even when you told me to practically kill myself! You don't know how much I actually would have but I only stayed to suffer because I don't want to leave my mother behind, but unfortunately she can leave me! All of the torment is now coming back and haunting me and not only that but the stress and pressure being built on top of that! You never cared.. no one did... I was always alone from the beginning..", as he started to break down into sobs. He then runs out of his room, I just stand there with guilt and regret hitting me like a title wave. I then see Iida and Todoroki chase after him. I just stood there, regretting every choice I made because I didn't want him to get hurt... but yet..

Here we are...

Todoroki's Pov

After Midoriya said that I couldn't help but feel sorry for him, he had it bad and not only that but ,"but unfortunately she can leave me!". He mean't that as in either she died or full on left him. Iida and I ran after him, once we made it to the lounge we have a bunch of people asking us what happen. "Todoroki, you find Midoriya and I will stay here to calm everyone down, I will also go check on Bakugou after that", Iida tells me. I nod and ran off past everyone. I look around but couldn't find him, I go back inside after searching around and some off my classmates were just sitting in the lounge. I go back up the stairs and see that Bakugou's door is open. I walk and see the Bakugou is just sitting on his bed. He noticed me and stood up. "Found Deku?", he asked. I just shook my head no,"he will show up adventually, he just needs space", I replied. He just nods and walks pass me. I shut his door and walk back to my room,'I really hope that Midoriya is ok'.

Bakugou's Pov

The nerd isn't back yet and I'm getting worried, yeah I know what I did was wrong but I've been trying to fix this ever since he came back from visiting that.. Eri? girl. I walk to his dorm room and open the door, he still isn't back. I was about to leave until I heard sniffing. I quietly come in and shut the door. I walk over to the crying sounds and open the door to where it led and what I found horrified me. Here sits Midoriya by his bathtub with blood everywhere. I quickly open the door and slid over to him, I grabbed his shoulders. He doesn't seem to know I'm here, I look down and see his wrist are covered in blood. "Shit!", I said while frantically going around trying to find something. I look under his cubert and see a first aid kit, I take it and open it. I see a bunch of bandages, I take some out and put it on the counter. I walk back over to Midoriya,'ah geez.. its everywhere..' as I thought walking up to him. He was still crying but not bad crying. He is even trembling. I walk over to him,"hey Dek-Midyoria.. you might hate me for this", as I said. Once I touched his shoulders it seem to have brought him out of his crying like trance and stared at me. He started to freak out and seem to have what looks like a panic attack. I tell him to breath but it seems he can't hear me like this, I hug him not caring if I get blood on me. After some time of holding him he goes limp, I worriedly check him, he is still breathing which is good. I sigh in relief and stand up, I go over to his bathtub and turn on the water making sure it's a good temperature, I then turn over to Midoriya and grabbed the bottom of his shirt. I then lifted it up and over his head, I began to fully undress him. Once I finished that I pick him up and place him into the bathtub. I can tell it's painful because he winces when his arms go in the water. I then stood up and go to his bathroom closet, I grabbed cleaning supplies and started cleaning his bathroom. I put everything away and made sure the blood was cleaned up. I walk back over to the bathtub and bend down, the water had a red tent so I unplugged the bathtub and let the water drain out. I then turned the shower on and started to clean him off that way so blood won't stay on him. Once he was fully clean I picked him up and walked back into his room. I grabbed a towel I set so I could dry him off. I then dressed him in a short sleeved shirt and black shorts, I also bandaged his arms up so they won't bleed everywhere, I then put him under his blankets. I quicky went back to my room and changed and started walking back to Midoriya's room. On my way there I saw Todoroki heading this way. "Hey Bakugou, have you seen Midoriya yet?", he asked. "Yeah, actually. He went back to his room and did.. tha again, but I cleaned him and everything up. He is sleeping in his bed", I replied. He just seems to sigh in relief,"well atleast he's back", Todoroki says and I nod. "I'm planning on searching his room to get anything that he can cut himself with", I said and started walking back to his room," I'll come with you so it can be easier". I just nodded and we both make it back to his room. We make it there and search throughout his whole dorm and we find ten blades. I was searching his dresser until I reached the last one, I opened it and searched around that is where I found a metal ring. I pull it and a secret compartment appears. I put my hand through it and felt around, I grabbed a box and a bag. The bag had small blades in it and the box was filled with blades. In the bag it also had anxiety pills and anti-depressants. I just put them in his desk so it can be closer to him, Todoroki and I then gathered all the blades and threw them away outside. Todoroki went back to his dorm and I went to Midoriya's, I got into bed with him and wrapped my arms around him,"I just wish that I can repay you for ever hurting you", I said and drifted of to sleep after hearing a small,"I.. I'm sorry...Kacchan...".

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