Every Scar Doesn't Heal .:Depressed Midoriya:.

.:Chapter 16:.

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Uraraka's Pov

The day became dusk as we all finished lunch, well all but Deku. He said that he ate before lunch when he left to his dorm, some how I don't believe it. We were all hanging out in lounge while others not naming names; Denki, Kiri, and Sero, tried to do a hot sauce challenge and Denki ended up winning somehow. I glanced over at Deku and he seems to be lost in thought, just as I was about to look away from him Deku immediately stands up and walks off quickly with a sad face. I didn't know what to do so the only thing to do was to get someone I know that can help Deku.

Bakugou's Pov

I was done washing the plates from lunch. As I dried my hands off I heard a sound that sounded like a, mosquito? "...eeeeEEEEEE", I heard and turned around to be pushed to the ground and heard a thud infront if me. "The hell...", I said looking up," ROUND FACE WHAT THE HELL MAN!", I yelled. She looked panicked and stood up quickly," sorry Bakugou but I think something is wrong with Deku", she says while bouncing in place. "What you mean?", I asked while I stood up and patted myself off. "Well he was sitting and looking like he was lost in thought till he just sat up quickly and walked off with a sad look", she says. I then nodded at her and walked past her, I went up the stair-well and walked to Deku's room. I knocked on the door but no answer, I heard panting so I reached for the handle to open it. The door was locked. I reached into my pocket and took out his spare key and opened his door. I walked in and closed it while re-locking the door. I saw Deku sitting infront of his bed on the ground hyperventilating, I ran over to his side while sliding. "Deku, what's wrong? Is everything ok!?", I yelled while holding onto him. This didn't seem to work and made his breathing worse as he gasped for air. I then sat on his bed and lifted him up to where he was sitting on my lap. I placed his head on my chest and wrapped my arms around him. I started to rock him and shushing him in an attempt to clam him down. "Shush, it's ok. I'm here", I said in a soothing voice which in return helped calm him down. His breathing started to even out but he was still shaking and crying. "K-Kacc-han?", he said in between sobs. "Its ok Midoriya.. I'm here", I said while stroking his hair. "I'm sorry.. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry...", he said repetitively while crying more. "Midoriya.. nothing is your fault", I said while in hope it helps, but it doesn't. "Yes it is! If it weren't for me.. you wouldn't be here.. I'm useless", he said while whispering the last part but I still heard. "You are not Midoriya.. it's ok", I said while hugging him and he returns the hug. We stayed like this for some time until he pushed away from the hug. "Sorry..", he says for the millionth time. "It's not your fault Midoriya", I say and grabbed his chin to look at me. He adverts his gaze so I did one thing to let him know I truly care. I kissed him. He tensed up from my action but returned the kiss, the kiss became more passionate and heated as I wrapped my arms around his waist while he wrapped his arms around my neck. We then separated from the kiss with a string of salvia that was connecting us. He blushed madly from this and turned away. I chuckled at his behavior. "You still want to tell the others?", I asked him while he turned back to me. "I don't want to force you..", Midoriya says while looking me in the eyes. I just shook my head and smiled at him," better to say it now before someone tries to take what's mine", I say and leaned to his neck and kissed it. He shivers from this but places his hands on my chest and tilting his head over to show more of his neck. I smirk at this and started to kiss all over his neck while he gave soft pants. "Let's go tell em nerd", I say and stood up while he sat there in disbelief. He puffed out his cheeks in a pouting way but shook his head and walked besides me. We both made it back down to the loung and saw everyone was there, besides the furred rat. I walked infront of the TV that was on," we know you like being praised Bakugou but you don't need to stand infront of the TV", Spiderman wanna be said while some of the others giggled. I glared at him and glanced over at Deku who was behind them. I tilted my head to tell him to come over here, he hesitated for a bit but then walks over. They all look at us in confusion then the ones who we told about our relationship smiles and nods. "Well shit head", I started, "There's a reason for me bein' up here", I finished while glaring at him. He looked at me confused and so did the others, I took ahold of Deku and held him close to me. This seemed to shock everyone," if ya don't get the fucking clue then I don't know what to tell ya", I said and everyone seem to smile for us. "Aw I knew it!", yelled invisible chick. "I completely agree!", yelled raccoon eyes. Mineta seemed to give us an unimproving head shake and look," can't believe you guys are ok with this", he says softly but I can tell you that Deku heard it. He shrinks back a bit and has a sad face, everyone but balls for brains approves of us. Everyone sees his discomfort and sadness and people glare at him. He then looks around and got the memo," yeah I don't like the idea of same sex couples but I do support you guys", he says and this reassures him and makes him smile. "Thanks.. guys", he says and everyone else just says either 'your welcome!' Or 'congrats'. Deku then walks off to who knows where and the aura of the room changes, I look around to see everyone glaring at me. "What?", I asked and for the first time it's not harsh. "You didn't do this because he's depressed, right?", music brains*Jirou* asked. 'WHY THE HELL PEOPLE KEEP DOING THIS TO ME!?', I thought to myself. I sighed and looked at everyone," no, I am not. Yeah I was harsh to him because I didn't want to seem soft around him and harsh to everyone else. I didn't know I was affecting him till recently. It pains me to even see him this way", I told everyone and they all gave glances to everyone. I shook my head," go ahead and not believe me but I know that if I do start doing it again well even I will hate myself", I say. People then started smiling like creeps. "The hell!?", I yelled and looked at everyone. "We know your telling the truth kero", froggy bitch said and I looked at her questionably. Before I could say anything Deku came back in with a sucker in his mouth. "Where did you get that from Deku?", floaty bitch said. He was confused until something clicked in his mind," oh! I called Sar if I could have one from her stash", Deku says and dunce face came flying at him. "CAN YOU ASK HER I CAN HAVE ONE!?", he practically yelled in his face. "I can try?", he says trying to reassure himself. Dunce face then jumps in glee while Deku takes out his phone and dials the furred rat. I go over to the couch and sit down to watch this," actually you ask her", Deku says and puts the phone on speaker and just as he does that the furred rat picks up. "Miyoooo, I told you I'm busy at the moment", she says through the speaker. "Sorry but Denki wants to ask you something", he says and she just grunts. "Make it quick, the others are getting mad", she says and this sparks my intrest. "Can I have a piece of candy too!", he asked while hoping in place waiting to get an answer. "REALLY! That's all you called for? I don't care I really need to go, I'll call you later Miyo", and with that she hangs up. "I wonder what's so important for her to rush like that", froggy bitch says while putting her finger on her face. "Maybe she is training again", Deku says while coming back with a candy sucker for dunce face, which he happily took. "Who cares", I say and Deku makes his way over to me. He sits down next to me and looks my way,"I know that something sparked your interest when she was talking", he says while I groaned in reply," fine ya caught me. I was a bit interested", I told him which makes him smile. God that was fucking adorable, I felt blush creep on my face and I turned my head from him. "AHHH CUUUTE!", raccoon eyes said and I started to make small explosions from my hands. "Why you!", before I could get up Deku held me back,"No Kacchan", Deku says and hugs me from behind. I just back off and hug him back and glared at everyone," mine", I said while glaring at others. The girls just screeched like monkeys while shity hair and the others that make my squad gave thumbs up. "Now I'm waiting for Kiri to ask the person he likes", Deku says while laughing at shity hairs reaction. "MIDO! WHAT THE HECK MAN", He yells at him so I returned the glare. Deku starts shaking but not visibly, boy am I going to have fun spreading up shity hair later. "Who's your crush shity hair?", I asked and his face turns the same color of his hair. "NO ONE!", he yells and i got pissed. "Hell no! I told you I liked Deku before anyone else, you should at least tell me who you like!", I yelled back. I then walked to the couch while dragging the nerd behind me. I sat down and placed him on my lap, this made him squeak and glare at me. I chuckled at his response and hugged him,"fine.. that's only fair", Shity hair says and once he finished that he pulled out his phone and messaged me. I pulled out my phone and saw the messaged. I looked at him with a 'really' face while he glared at me," hey I didn't judge you for liking Midodude so you can't judge me for liking them", he said and I just raised my hands in dismissal. Just then the copycat blond hair dude thing came strolling in. He sees me and Deku and looks at us in disgust,"well I did come in here looking for Mr. Aziawa but I just find something gross", he says then turns around and walks away. I feel Deku shrink back and gets off my lap and sits next to me, everyone then looks back at us to see Deku sitting next to me. "Hey nerd, don't let what that fucker say about us get to you okay?", I say and he just nods his head.

Midoriya's Pov

After Kacchan said that I couldn't help but think about it all day. 'Monoma knows and he's going to tell everyone..THAT MEANS OTHERS FROM HIS CLASS WILL KNOW! What.. would he tell the whole school!? Oh god... All Might', as I was lost in thought I didn't hear what was going on outside. "Deku?", I heard someone say and took a look around and saw everyone talking. I looked beside me and saw Kacchan looking at me with concern,"yes Kacchan?", I say putting on a fake smile for him. "You okay?", he asked and I just nodded. "Yeah, just. Tired", I said to him while he nods. He stands up and when I was about to stand up he squats down sliding his hand under my legs and rests his other hand on my back and picking me up. He is now holding me bridal style which earns me to squeak and the girls to squeal over it. He then walks us to the elevator and goes up to the second floor. We make it to my dorm and he locks it and plops me down on my bed. I went to sit up just to get pushed down and pinned under the strong arms of Kacchan. He leans down to me and kisses me while I kiss back, the kiss became more passionate and heated. I was able to slip my hands away from his and snake my arms around his neck. He smirked into the kiss and started to lick my lips asking for entrance.

.:EEE fluff here, or maybe smut? Depends on how far they will go. Anyways skip till you see another one of these, I'm currently dying while writing this.. so bear with me:.

I denied this, I felt him put a hand under my shirt and started to play with my nipple. I moaned from this which he took to his advantage and slipped his tounge inside. We fought for dominance but he ended up winning, he explores all of my mouth and then pulls away. I got confused of his action until he pulls off my shirt along with his. I blushed madly while he had his legs on both sides of mine and his hands by my head, he leans back down and starts to slowly kiss me neck. I titled my head to the side to he has more room to explore. I placed my hands on his chest and giving off small pants, he passes over one spot on my neck and a moaned a little.

.:eee it's over 👀 suffer if you actually liked that. The smut isn't coming, yet. You tell me how soon:.

I felt heat instantly rise to my face,"S-Sorry..", I said and Kacchan sat up looking at me weirdly. "For what nerd?", he asked now getting off of me. I sat up while looking to the side. I felt bad that I ruined the moment but then again, I am actually tired. I think Kacchan sensed this so he grabs me and pushes me down onto the bed. He wraps his arms around my waist while his face is in my hair and my face is in his chest. "You did nothin wrong nerd, now let's get some rest. Yeah?", he says and I just smile and curl up more into Kacchan.
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"Yeah..", and with that we went to bed together, but little did I know.

A note slipped under my door, which start a fun new week...

Eee I finished another story -w- my life is getting worse, but that's ok. Well hoped you enjoyed the story!

Date: 12/6/2019

Words: 2598