if you're going to fall in love with me , here are some things you should know beforehand i cry often . wether it's during a movie , sad song or even the small matter . I'll cry even when i speak of things that have hurt me , even if they no longer hurt anymore
i am afraid of being left and i am afraid of not being good enough . i will tell you the ways each which i hate myself , and not believe a single word you disagree with each and every reason. You can tell me you love me countless time but i will still be afraid of you leaving me . Don't blame yourself . I have to expect the worst, because i always get the worst .
When i fall in love with you, i will love each crack in your skin and every freckle of light in your eyes , i will fall in love you with the way you look while you sleeping, and the way your mouth curves when you say my name.
I can be difficult to love but for me loving you will always be so easy. All i ask is that you don't give up on me, and in return, i will never give up on you and i will love you with entire heart and if one day you decided to leave, i will still think highly of you , i will still remember the kind hearted person you are.
