Aku seringkali berkata dahulu,
"itsokay, we still have more time right?kita masih ada bnyk masa kan?"
Tapi sekarang aku sedar ,
I was wrong when i said tht we still have more time ') cause now , our time is over '))
hm i thought tht you were the last person in my life
and i thought tht you are the one and the only one tht i will love with a fulled of my heart forever
but i just lost u
and us '))
And until now ,
still.
still you in my mind .
still , you .
In my heart
I can't let u go and i even can't forget you
i can't control myself from not thinking abt you
And i try to heal myself
and pick up the pieces of my heart tht broke bcs of you
but yet i still dont know why my heart still loves you and want you
cause when i loved , i will loved very much . more thn i love myself
more thn everything tht i ever had.
Why?
why did you leave me even if you promised me that you won't never leave .
Why did you hurt me ?
and Why did i still loved you like the beginning?
Why the hell i still care ?
if only you know how much i loved you , **
If only you know how i missed you all the nights,
if only you know how i'm breaking now
how hurt i am.
you will never know,
cause you don't care about me anymore right ?
cause i am nothing to you right now.
You have someone new now,
easily.
Just in several days after we far apart :)
