Solby

Part 16

A/N: I'm back after so long life is still kicking my ass but finally had some time to work on this and I got myself a laptop! yay also so thank you so much for 37k reads like holy smokes 

Colby POV

I walk back trying not to show that I got beat up. I see Sam I take a breath and walk over smiling and see Sam turn my direction "hey where did you go?" he asks holding our drinks in a drink carrier while also holding a bag. "had to use the bathroom" I lie smiling at him "need any help?" I ask walking over to Sam not giving him time to answer me already grabbing the drinks. "thanks" Sam smiles. We continue our walk to search for a place to sit down and eat I kinda really just wanted to go back to our room but I felt like we was still being watched by Brennen I look around and see no sign of him but watch this family smiling an taking pictures. "everything alright Colby?" Sam asks looking at finishing his chewing some of his food. I smile back and nod and take a bite of my food. 

Sam POV

we eventually found a spot and sat down and started eating.something just didn't seem right. I stare at Colby and watch him eat then look around every few minutes "something wrong?" I ask stop eating and wait for Colby to answer and he looks at me and nods "Yeah just looking around seeing what else we can do" Colby says smiling at me and I smile back "maybe we can just explore some more and see what we like buy stuff to bring back like something to remember this place our memories" I say with the smile still on my face and Colby still smiling as well and nods again "Yeah we could do that sounds like a plan" he says as he finishes his food and drinking his shake and looks around again "Where do you want to start?" I think for a minute thinking I don't want to get roses or chocolate that just to lame and simple I need to think of something that no one had done before or something that people don't do very often...damn why didn't think about this I'm so stupid. 

"I'm not sure I will for sure remember this I got to be with you and it only be us" I say "and I kinda still don't remember what else I planned for us to do today" I sigh 

"its alright and I don't think I'll ever forget this either this is actually fun and I enjoying it" 

I reach over and hold his hand and he holds mine back. "lets go" I stand and grab our things and throw it away because we finished it we start walking and feel Colby grab my hand again and I smile feeling my heart race. we see a carnival hearing people scream from the rides and the smell of more food. 

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Colby POV

We head back to the house we was staying at it was fun at the carnival we rode some rides then took some pictures and Sam won me a koala and I won him a funny looking rabbit which is something that seem sad but Sam said that he liked it. I pull out my phone and check to see that I got a message from Brennen I open the text and see that it was him telling me to meet up with him tonight. I text back asking where to meet him at and put my phone away and bringing my attention back to Sam. We spent the rest of the day walking a movie and talk and giving each other kisses and leaving a few marks on each other. Soon Sam fell asleep and I turned off the tv and brought him to our room and leaving after covering him up and grabbing my phone letting Brennen know that I was leaving. 

Warning abuse (small)

I lay on the ground taking everything that Brennen gives me. Every hit, every punch, every kick without a complaint. 

I deserve this...

I deserve this

those words just repeat in my head. I then pick myself of the floor and see Brennen drinking another beer. I stay silent and not say anything just wishing that this was over so I can go back to Sam and have him hold me in his arm again and make me forget about all of this. I still wait staring at Brennen waiting for whats next 

"meet me back here tomorrow" Brennen tells me words slurred 

I nod and leave quickly it hurts to move but I don't want to stay their any longer. As soon as I leave I start running not caring on how much pain I'm feeling I feel tears going down my face I wipe them away fast as I make it back to the house and I lean against the door and start crying quietly not wanting to wake up Sam. 

Next day 

I wake up and see that I'm still by the door thank god that Sam didn't see me I get up and feeling even worse than yesterday I limb to the bathroom to take a shower and hope to relieve some pain that I am feeling. I make it to the bathroom and turn on my music and hop in the shower and listen to the music and sigh as I feel the hot water relieve the pain. 

Time's change we're different but my mind still redundant things

Can I not think?

Will you love this part of me

My lover is a day I can't forget 

I find myself singing along with the song 

Furthering my distance from you 

Realistically I can't leave now 

But I'm as long you 

Keep me from going crazy

Keep me from going crazy

I just stand in the shower feeling myself spacing out 

A/n: Bello sorry for the crappy chapter I didn't have any idea on what to right as you can probably tell from this chapter but I wanted to give you guys an update I'll try to think of an idea...or well I do have an idea but you know me but I'll try to think of something mkay bye