Jasper's Loving Mate (completed) (not edited)

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"Come on Mea it's Christmas time you have to let me plan your wedding," Alice said

"Nope, I told Rosa she is allowed to plan it, cause I heard your planning Edwards and Bella's and I always told Rosa whenever Jasper and I get engaged that she is planning it. The only thing she needs to know is when Edward's and Bella's is. and it's three days from Christmas Alice." I tell her

Me and Emmett were watching a football game. Rosa was looking through books beside me getting mine and Jasper's idea since I was sitting in Jasper's lap. Esme and Carlisle were looking for cooking recipes to try so when it's actually Christmas time Esme could cook with the help of the others.

Alice huffed and walked off to Brendon where ever he was while Edward chuckled and Bella just sat there dumbfounded.

"We are getting married August thirteenth," Edward said

"Thank you," I said

Rosa tapped Jasper's and I 's shoulder and pointed to the date she had planned for us.

I looked back at jasper

"I like it" he said

I looked at Rosa and nodded,she smiled and went back to writing and then got up with her stuff kissed Emmett and headed off to their room.

 "Alright halftime gonna go help my lady" Emmett said

I smiled and waved him off while and moved off Jasper's lap to lay down and pulled him down to lay with me.

We talked softly amongst ourselves selves stopping only to go and eat when Esme made me and Bella something. Then Jasper left with Edward to hunt while I went back to the living room and finished watching the game.

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I loaded up all the Christmas gifts I got for everyone Bella included in the back of Jasper's car and got in the passenger side of the car and left with him.

 Even though it's A joyous holiday tomorrow and I am staying over at then Cullen's I feel as if something is going on and I don't know what to do or how to ask about it. I mean I feel something is bothering Jasper.

The reason I say that is cause he refuses to make love to me, touch me sexually, allow me to touch him sexually. and Our kisses are just pecks. If it lasts longer it's cause I hold him to me and kiss him till I need to get air. I try to ignore it but it hurts when I feel as if his views on me have changed. I mean I know we are engaged to be married and all. But last night when he requested I put my clothes back on after I tried to seduce him into sex. I asked him to leave and I cried myself to sleep.

"You ok?"

I looked over at Jasper and nodded my head and then looked back out the window.

I don't know if I am hiding my emotions or if he feels them.

"You sure, I can't feel your emotions and your emotions is the ones I reply on."

"I'm fine Jas."

He nodded and focused back on the road. he pulled up besided Edward's car and I got out and heade dto the back grabbed the bags full of my gifts and headed up to the door right as Carlisle opened it for me.

"Hi carlisle, I greeted

"hello Mea" he greeted then looked passed me at Jasper who was closing the trunk while I headed upstairs and went over towards the tree and placed my gifts down and then headed into the kitchen where I heard Esme and Rosa talking.

"Hi" I greeted

 they both came over and hugged me and greeted me back.When Esme let me go and walked off Rosa took my hand and headed off upstairs to a room that was sound proof.

"Alright amelia tell me what is wrong, and don't give me the mortal "I'm fine" crap, I know something is wrong, and I want to know" Rosa said

"how is that you know but Jasper can't feel my emotions?" I asked

"Let's just say I am a woman and I knw the look thatyou are wearing all to well" she anwsered

I sighed and covered my face and just broke down crying. I said nothing just sat there sobbinng. She pulled me close and rocked me. Not asking me anymore what was wrong, just let me cry it out.