Jasper's Loving Mate (completed) (not edited)

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"What is wrong with me huh? and don't tell me there is nothing wrong with you cause I know that is a lie. there is something wrong"

Jasper looked at me not saying anything while I stood there waiting.

"I don't want to hurt you"

I huffed and dropped my arms and shook my head while looking away from him.

"Why did I know that would have been your other reply."

"Without the bullshit answers and everything. tell me what is wrong with me, why is it that every time I try to have sex with you, you tell me to get dressed and then avoid looking at me?"

I looked back at him

" That is all I want to know, what has you so repulsed that you can't stand to make love me like you did the very first time, what repulses you that you tell me to get dressed when I am in nothing at all or little to nothing?"

He didn't say anything

"is it worth even marrying you if you can't even stand looking at me naked. I mean what are you gonna do when we do marry and go on our honeymoon and it comes time for sex, you gonna take off to "hunt" but stay gone till I get tired of waiting and fall asleep?"

I looked at him trying to findd anwses casue he wasn't gonna give them to me.

So I nodded my head and I grabbed my phone called Rosa.

"Hello Mea" she said

Hey Rosa, I need you to do me a huge favor with no questions or anyone else finding out" I tell her

"Yea sure, what is it?" she asked

"I need you to stop planning mine and Jasper's wedding until I tell you different" I tell her

"Uh... yea... ok" she said

"thank you, bye" I said

"Bye," she said

I hung up and looked at Jasper.

"Until you talk to me and tell me what about me makes you sick or replused I will not tell her to continue wedding planning" I stated then walked off.

I never thought that I would disgust someone that loved me, I thought that even if I wasn't the most beautiful woman in all world that the man that I love. or vampire in my case would love me unconditionally as I love him with his flaws that he feels them Scars are.

I heard Jasper leave so I slipped on my boots and grabbed my coat put my phone in my pocket and headed out. I called me a cab moment prior and now I am waiting for them to show up.

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I had the taxi driver drop me off in front of a place that had cars for sale so I went and looked at them all then I headed off not seeing any I liked and seen a nice looking nineteen seventy one, dodge challenger. I looked it over and checked up under the car for any messes ups or anything.

"Can I help you?" a voice asked

I stood up brushed myself off and looked at the guy.

"Yea I am interested in your car here that is for sale, would you mind grabbing the keys and popping its hood" I replied

he went back into his house and  then did like I asked. I lifted its hood and checked the filters the enginge . the whole nine yards.

 "My dad had her since he was a teenager, he gave her to me when I was a teen and now I have no use for her. she runs great got good milages, has new everything. tires, transmission, motor, oil, filters, headlights" he tells me

"Well, how much are you asking for her?" I asked

" I am asking two thousand one hundred for her"

I nodded my head.

Mind if I take her for a test drive?" I asked

He handed the keys to me and moved back. I dropped the hood and climbed in she started as a dream. The sound of the engine coming to life was beautiful.

"I took it slow as I pulled her out on the road and headed down and around the block before coming back and parking.

"I'll take her," I said.

" Great, I'll go get her title and come back." I sat there with the car still running and grabbed the money outta my bag and closed it back up.

Once I had the titled singed over to me and he was paid I thanked him and left with the car headed right for the tag office and got the title changed over to my name and the license place switched over as well.

After that was all taken care of I paid Mrs. Patsy the foster lady a visit like I would do from time to time.