Stuck In VR | Chen Fanfic [√]

18.

Chen P.O.V

"Does your sister go around kissing people to snap out of their trance?" I teased.

Even though I was asking Taehyung, I said it really loudly so that she could hear it.

I shouldn't be the only one who was embarrassed.

"Shut up." She said, stopping at her tracks.

"Well that's rude-"

"Shhh!" She placed her hand over my mouth and looked around cautiously.

"Do you hear that?" She asked anxiously.

"Hear what?" Me and Taehyung asked in confusion, but of course I muffled it out.

"That faint screeching noise."

Me and Taehyung looked at each other and looked at her, we were starting to get really confused because we could not hear any noise.

"It's Like the sound of a car crashing..."

Suddenly, my surroundings were completely dark.

"Guys... It's quite dark now.. " I said starting to get a little anxious.

"Guys?"

"Hello? Anybody there?"

All of sudden.. I couldn't hear anything, not even the sound of breathing.

Did they abandon me?

I looked around to find them, but instead I see a crying little boy near the candy stall.

It was me..

"Eomma! Where are you??" little me shouted from the candy stall.

I was around seven, looking for my mom after she left suddenly.

"Kid, she's not coming back and she never will." The ajumma from the candy store told little me.

She was right.

Eomma never came back, she didn't even contact me once.

I looked to my left and saw a teenager me fighting with my childhood friend.

"I'm leaving this place and I mean it! You're so annoying I can't take it anymore!" He shouted in my face.

I forgot what we we're fighting about but I know that he really resented me.

I was left alone in that stupid neighborhood.

I don't know why I felt so alone after that jerk left for the city.

I remembered I cried for days even though I wasn't a kid anymore.

He had abandoned me, like Eomma.

I started running like mad.

I was running away from the fear of being abandoned by someone I loved.

But I was thrown back into another flash back.

Where I was the one who abandoned my close friends.

I watched them die, I didn't even help them.

Why..

Why did I freeze?

I couldn't even save my friends from a video game.

I'm worthless, I don't deserve any friends or any love from my parents.

I'm just living to ruin lives like Eomma's and my friends'.

I bended down to my knees and started crying.