3 steps away from you
Because i can't take the pain anymore
I feel useless
I feel exhausted
I'm so tired of everything
I just want to end this fucking life.
But i remember, that i have everything i want.
I shoudn't end my life
Just because of you.
Just because you hurt me.
How can you be so cruel?!
Though, you're not hurting me physically.
But emotionally!
You damn hurting me emotionally like you're torturing me!
I don't regret loving you.
But you know what i regret the most?
It's when i'm still keeping you, still pushing myself to you while you're pushing me away from you.
You want me out of your life
But that's not all the regrets that i have.
I also regret all the time that has been wasted.