The darkness within

Dry eyes, wet cheeks

Load up on guns, bring your friends

It's fun to lose and to pretend

She's over bored and self assured

Oh no, I know a dirty word...

I stared in concentration at the raindrops aggressively hitting against my window, Nirvana's 'smells like teen spirit' drowned out the eerie silence in my bedroom. Placing the lit cigarette between my lips, i inhaled deeply, letting the tobacco burn out my lungs and give me a sense of relaxation. My mind pondered for a moment or two, I tend to zone out in the mornings. School started over an hour ago, but like many other teenagers, I couldn't be fucked. Discarding my cigarette, I lightly tapped it against the window pane to get rid of the flame.

With the lights out, it's less dangerous

Here we are now, entertain us

I feel stupid and contagious

Here we are now, entertain us

Walking out of my bedroom, I made off in the direction of the kitchen, opening the fridge I took hold of the first bottle of Budweiser my mouth watered over. "Aren't you a bit young to drink?" Glancing over my shoulder, I set eyes on a built half naked body, he had green eyes, his mid-long brown hair sat in a clump at the top of his head, in other words, sex hair, all to the thanks to the work of my mother no doubt. "Aren't you a bit young to take on the role of my father?" I shot back. His smug look was beginning to irritate me. "Hope you slept well last night, you're mother is quite the screamer" slamming the fridge door shut, I took a deep breath and calmly opened the drawer next to me and clutching hold of the bottle opener. The light pattering of bare feet was heard in the hallway, "hey baby" a light chaste kiss was heard throughout the kitchen, the meaningful 'sweet' gesture was enough to make my skin crawl. "Colette" my 'mother' spoke coldly. "Sarah" I replied smugly. "I want you out of the house by 5, I'm having friends over" "oh? Another one of your infamous threesomes?" I watched in amusement as my mothers jaw clenched, her rage was quite entertaining. Suddenly I bit my lip to contain my anger as her 'newly get together' began to rub over my mothers cunt. Disgusting word, I know. "N-no just a little get together, that's all" her back rested into the strangers naked chest as her eyes closed in complete bliss and pleasure, I had to give him thanks for putting her into a better mood. Taking a swig of my beer I lightly nodded and began walking out of the kitchen. I made my way upstairs to my room. The room was bare, I only had a stereo and a mattress that lay lifelessly in the corner of the room. Sighing I laid down staring up at the ceiling, I closed my eyes listening to the remainder of Nirvana's album, getting lost in the world of Kurt Cobain.

//authors note: okay so this is my first chapter, it's kinda short but u hope you like it (if anyone reads it)//