Have you ever in a dream that feels so real you think you're awake but you're really not. Last night felt like that kind of dream but it was not a dream but I did have a hanover but nothing water can't do. When I woke up that morning I was alone in the living room. So I got up since I smelled food annoys coming from the kitchen. I wrapped a blanket around my body and walked into the kitchen didn't I mention his hotel room is a suite.
The kitchen floor tiles were cold to the touch I set down at the bar counter and watch to make breakfast, "what are you making me"? I asked "you'll just have to wait and see when it's all done" he says mocking playfully. 7 after some time it was done and he served bacon eggs and pancakes all the stuff I love besides jimin I mean. After eating we we're ready to leave for the airport since he had to go back home. We got in the car and I drove him to the airport, but in instead of taking the way everyone takes to drop everyone off. We took a different way to the back who are the planes take off where there was a small but impressive jet was waiting for takeoff.
It just made me remember that jimin had money, I park the car and got out to help him with his bags. We said our goodbyes and we parted our own ways, but I pulled over to watch his plane take off and disappear into the sky. Before getting into the car I got a text, who cannot be? I thought I open my phone and see it was Jim and who texted me it was a picture of me sitting on top of my car watching his plane take off. It had text under it saying "I miss you already from jimin.
After finishing my text with Jim and I drove to Dawn since I didn't tell her I left with jimin the other night and she was texting me this morning so I texted her I'll be over around noon. When I got to her how she ran out of the house "you're alive" she yells as she ran to me with her arms rapping around my shoulders and squeezing oh my are out. "Yes I'm alive why wouldn't I be"? I asked she stepped back and with a straight face she had that face that says "did you really ask me that" "ok ok" let's go in and talk. We walked in and got to talking I told her what happened at the bar and the guy I met but didn't tell her who he was or his name since I know it was and when I stand and they never work out.
We talked for hours about a lot of stuff not just the party. It was getting late and I had work the next day so I said my goodbyes and went home getting dinner on the way. Getting home at 9 p.m. I was tired when I walked in the house but I had to feed my animals. After that I went to bed the next few weeks came and passed and I was waiting for him to call or text but he did no such thing. Sing that I felt betrayed and used but I'm someone who doesn't hold on to hate and all that. After some weeks past I started getting sick in the morning around 6 weeks thankfully no one was home when it happened but by the 16th week I started to feel better pain before. After a month or so passed I realized my period didnt show and i was gaining weight so I went to the doctors and that's how I found out I was going to be a mother.
But I was not sure how to tell Jim and who is going to be a father. Will he reject me and the baby or will he step up and be a good father. But I was so scared to find out. Days passed and I stopped answering jimin's text and calls all together, I could tell he was mad but more confused than mad. After a day or so I maybe up my mind on telling him about the baby. They were having a fan meeting in Los angels August 10th, so I got the tickets and got on a plane and got a hotel for 3 nights
Even though I wasn't planning on staying that long. The date came and I was so nervous I thought I thought I was going to throw up but didn't thankfully. We waited in line for a good while before getting checked in and searched then getting our wristbands. We were in a big room with a big stage. Most of the time I didn't know what was going on because I couldn't take my eyes off jimin. When it was time for the fans to meet them I was the first person in the last row so I had time to think of what I was going to say. When it was time for my row to go, we were led to the stage where the boys were sitting. I saw jimin looking at me and looked very confused but I acted like I didn't see it the closer I got to him more and more I wasn't able to hear my own thoughts.
When I was in front of jimin and we both must have looked shocked because a fan yelled "what's wrong jimin" without breaking eye contact with me he owes back I'm fine thank you. I can't believe you're here Chloe he says to me but I was 2 entranced to hear what he was saying because his black long sleeves with red hearts on it plus his blond hair that I remember sliding my fingers through like it was yesterday. And goddamn the long earrings matching his outfit like it was made for him. "Hay" jimin snapped his fingers in my face "what wrong with you" he asked and with out seeing it coming I lean close to him and say.....
